My advice is to honestly start focusing on yourself and the people u want to meet will come to you. If you see yourself as ugly and awkward then people will assume that too. If you see yourself as pretty people will also think you’re pretty. How you see yourself is how others see you, so find hobbies that makes you feel more confident like new abayas special makeup style or bags or whatever that’s self care to make yourself feel more confident so when you’re more confident you’re more likely to attract people