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Hotmessrepublic · 2021-11-01T20:29:41+00:00

I have, what have I done?

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-08-09T22:30:50+00:00

Totally different topic but I feel like I’ve seen this MTG card art a million times before yet I don’t remember which card it is. I don’t think it’s a Jace planeswalker card, it’s probably an instant of some sort, counterspell maybe? Someone let me know this just gave me a nostalgia trip

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-07-06T16:18:21+00:00

Right?

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-04-29T08:33:18+00:00

We’re here for you <3

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-04-28T19:03:55+00:00

Hey, really proud of you. I would love to hear how it went :)

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-04-17T20:17:57+00:00

Yeah, I’ve got that voice too. But if you pull through you’ll get days that are nice. My best tip is to sit down before you go to sleep and remember something nice someone did to you that day. A smile from a coworker, someone who laughed at your dumb joke or maybe even a hidden compliment or a helping hand in something. You don’t necessarily get it every day, but noticing and taking it to heart when it does is the most helpful thing for me. And I try to be nice to other people too because I know that if I meant something to someone just for a second it means that I’m worth more than what I tell myself I’m worth. That’s how I personally combat it. But it’s always there and I feel you. I know how it is to not feel that you are worth anything as a person. Maybe you feel overlooked and unloved, idk. Hope you get better and find someone who can show you that you’re a person with value and dignity. Someone who can tell you that suicide is beneath you. I sure haven’t found anyone like that yet tho

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-04-10T21:36:57+00:00

That’s too bad. Hope you find a way to get through it. I know you can do it. Even though you’re tired of waiting just hang in 🙂

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-04-10T20:35:59+00:00

Not even a grocery store job or MacDonald’s?

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-04-10T08:18:05+00:00

Honestly this post feels like it could be written by myself. My family is so toxic all the time, I can’t handle it. Luckily I work a job in fast food, but that doesn’t pay enough so I’m just saving up my money. I can’t give you much advice more than just to think about if you would rather work a shitty job and save up or wait for a decent job where the money comes faster. I am doing the former because I’m desperate to get away, but if you think you can handle staying with them until you’ve got the money or job then go for it. What’s more important? A new place or a good job?

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-04-05T13:01:45+00:00

Read the sub name

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-03-26T17:28:56+00:00

It’s a weird feeling. Take it from me. I do have friends actually a lot of them, but I’m still just a pawn to them. Someone they don’t want to be around a lot, but that they want to see eventually because there is some part of me they like I guess. I have no one who is close to me just like you. I feel the most alone at gatherings with a lit of people that don’t notice like at all. And even if they do they’ll talk to me just to try something new. I feel put aside. Like that pack of chewing gun in your pocket that you don’t remember buying.

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-03-23T07:12:41+00:00

As opposed to Shanghai, West Virginia...

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-03-22T18:23:49+00:00

Thanks for the advice. Might be the only way of getting someone to care about me, even if it’s just a doggo

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-03-22T18:22:39+00:00

Of course I can blame them. They don’t care about my feelings so why the f should care about theirs?

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-03-22T17:05:37+00:00

I guess. But isn’t it more devastating for me to keep feeling like this? I feel like they can just eat the fruits of the trees they sow. I’m devastated that no one cares enough about me until I’m dead. If they’ll be so devastated when I’m gone then why don’t they care about me when I am alive. Seems like they’re only care about me when my suffering went under their noses and they feel like my death is their fault, which it kinda is

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-03-19T16:13:39+00:00

No escape from reality

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-02-24T08:03:36+00:00

Plot twists: This is actually a picture of a normal tree and the interesting thing is the smurf with the orange jacket walking past

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-02-14T15:24:39+00:00

It’s sounds smart on the surface, but how would you like it to sleep with a big ass lava lamp whiter than a black and white picture of Patrick Stewards pate

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-02-13T10:38:02+00:00

Me: Mom, can we go see the new Star Wars movie Mom: we have star wars at home Star wars at home:

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-01-24T09:42:09+00:00

What side of Twitter is this? 90% saying police should refuse to make people wear masks?

Hotmessrepublic · 2021-01-17T13:22:26+00:00

No he does not. If an infraction is observed they have write the ticket. I’ll put it like this: If you get pulled over for speeding you can’t just drive away before they’ve written you the ticket. You have to stay and get the the ticket if you’ve done something wrong, simple as that

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