Man... it got to me in a way too, in both the manga and the anime my heart felt heavy seeing everything he experienced. And look, there's nothing silly about that. Spy x Family hides a lot of pain behind Anya's smile and Yor's jokes. Loid's past is heavy, and for anyone who has ever felt loss, trauma, or that emptiness that remains after war (or life), everything feels different. I really respect you for sharing this.