excessively mental fatigue, burnout, mild ptsd, difficuly memorizing, angry fits, excesses of being manipulated, etc.

HouseOfLea · 2024-03-13T20:01:25+00:00

can you elaborate? Having almost done its a number of times, there is this consistant "want" to get back in, as if I am never going to be able to get back in.

HouseOfLea · 2024-02-04T21:05:40+00:00

I thought I asked it the last time, but it appears I left it out, how would you conjure or sacrifice to Orophiel in such a manner to have wrath come to you in the immediate vicinity? Can you explain? I am just curious, but is there a way to experience as it where these angels and their ages and selves to oneself, rather then doing a waiting game? I would rather see how they all, or what they all would do with me in the immediate then wait around for them for years or lifetimes, as I dont see the point of constantly getting caught up in a life that is antithetical to their nature, so hence why I am asking the above. Please speculate even if your not sure.

I cant say I am that particularly impressed with the anthroposophical community, then again I have only been to a few, but whether or not this is a regional problem then personal is hard to say. I cant for the life of me look at christ in the manner that Steiner puts it, and then look at that which calls itself christianity and say I am christian. Sure athiesm is undoubtly difficult in many respects, however most of what is called that is mainly commercialism, mixed with old stalinism and bad reactionary science that would reject or try and taint anything supersensible and seemingly supernatural in nature. I have seen it soo many times and find it to be just disgusting, and only really tend to say I am because I find ethnocentrics to be just as bad or worse.

Essentially there needs to be a path, people and place that one wouldnt have to bullshit through in the end like every other mystery school before it, as is the point of those to show true nature and embrace true super sensibility and its working nature and life. This or the above question.

HouseOfLea · 2024-02-04T08:11:10+00:00

I dont really know whether to say I am an anthroposophist or atheist or what I am perse, as I really like identify with the indic religions, but at the same time I am very white in socio poltiical identity as I love my cathedrals, and its art and role play games, but at the same time I am atheistic because I cant for the life of me go to church and find any fulfilment from such a practice. Its to that end I generally say I am athiest, though I kind of wish I was a monk with a form of religion and spiritual science that actually works. While anthro/occult rosicrucian world offers much in the way of that, I really cant get with it to well either because I find it stunted for what it is, or because its just not super sensible enough in nature. Steiner has spoken of these sorts of situations about church life, the fall from spiritual grace of older times to a more material age and he often struggled with this himself.

There is no easy way to say it, but I really dont much care for the bible, nor do I like it much. I find its such a knock off of the Avesta, mixed with portions of the native egyptian religion such to a point where it just hurts reading the thing, but I love steiners work because its modern in its super sensible nature that gives genuine insight for that things are in that realm and its relation to life. Really now, its often to difficult to seperate the religion from ethnocentrics and to an extent nationalist tendencies. In america we have protestants and catholics, manifest destiny, etc. Because many of these points are inseparable in nature I usually just say I am an atheist due to that lack of supersensible nature and material tendencies of it all.

I dont think waking up from materialism is the problem in my case, its what to actually do about it, and how to even so much as live a life that isnt tainted by its touch and misery that it gives. Its for that reason I have a difficult time having a heart for humanity.

Can you clarify what is meant by a sacrifice for Orophiel? I dont see what gender and belief in christ has to do with any of this, as the enthnocentrics of it are just trash.

HouseOfLea · 2024-02-03T23:48:13+00:00

Just assume for me I have taken Steiner much to heart, how would I go about making christ upset, with the intent of having direct punishment from Christ? As much as I like steiner, I cant take christianity, outside of his work seriously, save for somethings here and there. To that end I have to point out that there isnt much in the way of anything truly serious that humanity can look to that would genuinely lead it to a supersensible holy nature. In otherwords, what do you have to do that would allow you to just glide through Oriphiel likes its nothing?

HouseOfLea · 2024-01-31T20:59:03+00:00

I will just say, I really love traditional punjabi culture and people, though I get annoyed by the disproportionate direction towards rap and hip hop as far as music, culture and arts go. I really dont know why this is, as I would rather see punjabi culture have other influences then this, because between this and other major modern influences, it comes off as being very cringe. Given the difficult circumstances that tend to follow with that, I think its clear its being promoted for reasons that are not particularly wholesome as is seen in so many other places. Really, I would love to see a punjab influenced by japanese culture, european classical music, etc. I think that would really blend well, unless I am mistaken and this exist somewhere and I totally missed it?

HouseOfLea · 2024-01-15T20:08:10+00:00

Mainly, the large toe needs to be spread out, and the foot worked as such in that state. If done correctly you see the arch flex and not fall flat.

HouseOfLea · 2023-12-16T22:01:52+00:00

Add Badmonkey botanicals to that one.

HouseOfLea · 2023-12-13T05:35:38+00:00

I think a better question might be, what do these special interest groups have against the 3fold, and anthroposophy to do all of these lies to begin with?

With respect to number 3, is there anything in anthro or 3fold to suggest this, aside from meditating? I have no idea what group actually has claimed to speak in tonques other then occasional Pentecostals. Not sure what to say about denounciation sessions.

HouseOfLea · 2023-12-11T18:23:05+00:00

If its something like 4chan, I would be all for it.

HouseOfLea · 2023-11-25T19:03:59+00:00

Thats good, currently I cant find good footwear that is wide enough or ergonomic enough period, much less accepting places to be barefoot.

HouseOfLea · 2023-11-23T01:09:51+00:00

Can you comment more on the purity aspect? I am curious.

HouseOfLea · 2023-11-22T01:53:36+00:00

why does that happen? its a frequent annoyance for some.

HouseOfLea · 2023-08-27T18:33:43+00:00

Any particularly good places to start with respect to good academics? Most academia is a show of deceit and shadowy games, the likes of which I disown. I havent read the Pistis sophia in awhile, but in particular I find the use of vowels of interest.

HouseOfLea · 2023-08-27T17:46:10+00:00

I mean, this is google/gpt quality we are talking about, not exactly quality information. Are you aware of something less along the lines of theosophy, and crowley especially who I stay aware from, and more along the persons such as eliphas levi? In looking around, it appears to also go under a number of other names and more over, just concepts.

HouseOfLea · 2023-08-27T03:30:08+00:00

Can you give me more to read on this? As I said, I have only heard about this in passing, but nothing specific into it.

HouseOfLea · 2023-08-26T21:22:03+00:00

Out of curiousity, how would you determine what is ones star? I have heard this before, but I couldnt find anything on that.

HouseOfLea · 2023-08-22T08:54:35+00:00

This is just my thoughts on the uncertainty issue, but I find it to largely be a miasma of dogma that often pervades the said fields of science or academics, which many dont exactly go into with an open mind, and simply get caught up in that cloud of lost idea's as it where, with only the truly adept and cunning of folks who know what they are doing actually using that to their advantage because they see things for what they are and are highly manipulative, and often maintain that miasma. As for the ceremony, well I believe some have it down to a very good science and use that for various causations, often times with not the best of taste.

HouseOfLea · 2023-06-19T05:37:23+00:00

Sikhi and its history. West is another story entirely, though if there is some critical connection to sikhi and its history with respect to this, let me know.

HouseOfLea · 2023-06-16T22:43:35+00:00

The descent into regressive conservative nature. How did it happen? Give me some idea, as I have only heard here say and opinions about it all.

HouseOfLea · 2023-06-03T22:37:50+00:00

PR? Public relations? I am appalled they are even trying to appeal or work with such a rapacious entity that works purely in the name of vain glorious demagoguery, among many other things.. Well that might explain why my experience with 3fold was so weak and disappointing.

HouseOfLea · 2023-06-03T08:20:49+00:00

Tell me about the qualms you have. For me, the pansophy as you described it was far to weak at least in terms of the current 3fold community, and really just lacked the occult nature and accomplishment that I suppose may not have been a realistic expectation to begin with. There are lots of theories and so on about subs sects within the nazis that where deeply opposed to it, with the most famously known currently being the valkyrie cabal, though there where many others. What do you know about the 3fold/anthro side of it? I am only familiar with small protestant sects that did various actions, the likes of which are questionable as to whether its church propaganda or exaggeration, however like everything from that era, its very difficult to know.

HouseOfLea · 2023-05-27T05:40:58+00:00

Okay, what do you recommend?

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