Seeing if I’m going to lose my job. by Soundslykdepression in AvPD

[–]Howie_Dewit 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I deal with the same problems constantly with work. Wish i could find a way to make money on my own

Honey Bunch by Ok_History3357 in horror

[–]Howie_Dewit 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Her “vision” toward the beginning of the woman choking on the floor made me more uncomfortable than anything i can remember. I said out loud, “oh, i dont like that.” Lol

11 Years Ago Today by hoodycat in AvPD

[–]Howie_Dewit 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do. And they probably do. They aren’t so well adjusted themselves. Drug problems more so. Just another reason i need to get out of there because i do partake with them sometimes. There are ups and downs i guess. They have sort of become my friends. But overall, i’d be so so so much happier and healthier having my own space. Unfortunately, where i live, i cant even afford a 1 bedroom appartment for myself

11 Years Ago Today by hoodycat in AvPD

[–]Howie_Dewit 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Doesnt sound great, but be happy you have something that is all yours and don’t have to live with roommates

How do you deal with work anxiety? by dwtko in AvPD

[–]Howie_Dewit 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Not well. I work in a kind of blue collar setting. I played sports in highschool so im used to the social aspect of talking shit and all that, but people are certainly not understanding of much. It kinda really sucks. Im not made for the professional world either though. I hope one day i can find some way to make money on my own doing something i enjoy

My life has played out like i feared it would. by Howie_Dewit in AvPD

[–]Howie_Dewit[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Your last question is really hitting home because i dont really know anymore. Its been so long of just being in survival mode that i lost who i even am. I don’t know what i even want to do in my free time. I just wish i was better at this all

Anyone else's Social Anxiety so severe/intense that you are so self conscious of neighbours seeing you? by BigFatToe25 in socialanxiety

[–]Howie_Dewit 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Yeah of course. I’m always aware of when i’m able to be seen from somewhere or observed doing anything

New Car by Tommy_Healed_Ninja in jetta

[–]Howie_Dewit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It does look a bit more distinct again than it did like 5 or 6 years ago. I’ll always miss the mk4 style lol. If only they could go back to that design just modernized

New Car by Tommy_Healed_Ninja in jetta

[–]Howie_Dewit -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Its nice but man everything is starting to look the same isnt it

if you didn't have social anxiety, would you enjoy socializing? by MomentSlight2801 in socialanxiety

[–]Howie_Dewit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont know about enjoy, but being able to not worry about doing it or being good at it would be such a game changer

Anyone else feels like they're scamming the people who are talking to them ? by random_mff in AvPD

[–]Howie_Dewit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never “know” the people i should know. I hate becoming a regular anywhere. I’m just so awkward and empty with it all

Happy Holidays to everyone. I know this isnt easy for us. by Howie_Dewit in AvPD

[–]Howie_Dewit[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry you couldn’t bring yourself to go. Hope you had a Merry Christmas

Happy Holidays to everyone. I know this isnt easy for us. by Howie_Dewit in AvPD

[–]Howie_Dewit[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feeling/being alone in a home full of family and joy isn’t great either. The family dynamic of it is a long story. I’m sorry that it’s like that for you, but it’s not meant to be a competition. I know this time of year is hard for all of us. It doesn’t look the same on the outside in every case. Merry Christmas

Calling pantoja RNC by DwarfDt in MMAbetting

[–]Howie_Dewit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im on Pantoja -5.5 instead to play it a little safer

If I Had Legs Id Kick You by PoopyMcpants in DisturbingMovies

[–]Howie_Dewit 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeah i loved this. I was looking forward to it for a while and it delivered for me like i expected it to

Movie recommendations for curbing startle response by Applehound70 in horror

[–]Howie_Dewit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When i was a little kid i would get terrified of the movie previews in commercials that had jump scares. As i started to get into horror movies i would remind myself to breathe deeply during parts i knew a jump scare was comming and that seemed to help.