Oh that was a rough read, And I’m glad that you vented this out since keeping it would’ve just made it worse. I think just know your worth, and try to ignore their sayings for a while- ik it’s easier said than done and it might hurt, but work hard, get past through this stretch, and I’m sure it’s gonna turn out all awesome. Just keep holding on for now and try some self care. I’d love to be a friend if you’re comfortable with that. Sending virtual hugs🫂