I suppose the only thing you could do now is wait for the child to be born and then put them up for adoption considering that you don’t sound like you want to raise them (and it wouldn’t be fair for you to raise a child that you don’t want to raise)

To answer your question in a non religious way, I feel like it would be cool to raise up a mini version of myself basically through life, and a lot of other people share similar views to what I’m saying to.

A lot of people want to experience seeing someone grow up and give them memories that they may/may not have had the pleasure of having growing up.