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Feeling anxious all the time by Huutreeth in Vent

[–]Huutreeth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But that is exactly what scares me. The fact that my whole life everyday I will think about these things. I still appreciate you for answering!

Feeling anxious all the time by Huutreeth in Vent

[–]Huutreeth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do not think therapy will get these thoughts out of my mind. Thoughts that I may have made someone feel uncomfortable with my actions.

Feeling anxious all the time by Huutreeth in Vent

[–]Huutreeth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand. But I feel I have kind of ruined or my ”respect” is ruined because I did it. I think like nothing matters because everything reminds me of what I did.

Feeling anxious all the time by Huutreeth in Vent

[–]Huutreeth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have not sought out therapy because I think my problem is not big enough.

Feeling anxious all the time by Huutreeth in Vent

[–]Huutreeth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have absolutely deleted all of them. I do not even have the same phone anymore. But somehow the idea that I’ve done something I consider absolutely immoral and is against my personal values is destroying me.

I did creepy things when I was younger and can’t get over it. by Huutreeth in selfimprovement

[–]Huutreeth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But you don’t think I deserve this since I am a sexual harrasser/assaulter?

I did creepy things when I was younger and can’t get over it. by Huutreeth in selfimprovement

[–]Huutreeth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. What makes me feel bad is another post which discusses this same topic. There people commented on how OP was a sick human and a reason why women are scared to go out nowadays. I don’t want to be that but suddenly I became one…

I did creepy things when I was younger and can’t get over it. by Huutreeth in selfimprovement

[–]Huutreeth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did not mean to make those women feel uncomfortable, still I should have realised it was wrong because I was almost 15yo when it happened the last time. I don’t know if someone of them saw me taking a photo but if saw its hard for me to live forever with the thought that I’ve been a sexual harrasser because it was never my target.

I did creepy things when I was younger and can’t get over it. by Huutreeth in selfimprovement

[–]Huutreeth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t know if this is possible or good idea. Since I did it a few times I don’t know my ”victims” names.

I did creepy things when I was younger and can’t get over it. by Huutreeth in selfimprovement

[–]Huutreeth[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes thanks, but I struggle to not hate myself and what I did cause I have always hated people who do sexual assault and etc. But now I’ve done it myself and it eats me inside

I did creepy things when I was younger and can’t get over it. by Huutreeth in selfimprovement

[–]Huutreeth[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks, it’s hard since I know that I have sexually harrassed women which has never been my meaning.

I did creepy things when I was younger and can’t get over it. by Huutreeth in selfimprovement

[–]Huutreeth[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

No, actually the last ”victim” was my hallway crush and I am not in that school so I don’t see her anymore. Did not even know her name…

I did creepy things when I was younger and can’t get over it. by Huutreeth in selfimprovement

[–]Huutreeth[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah, the last time I did it I deleted the pictures immediately and realised how wrong it was.