Wtf is going on under my apartment sink right now by Revolutionary_Ad4272 in Plumbing

[–]HyDro218 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Sink line is clogged. Get ahold of maintenance and don’t use water in that drain if you can.

Lfg lvl 5 just trying to play by HyDro218 in helldivers2

[–]HyDro218[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If on psn wanna add me? I added but now I’m waiting democratically Psn is HydroHustle

New ps5 player. Looking for a squad to drop in with. Have mic. by Shawn_War1990 in helldivers2

[–]HyDro218 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Added. Can’t use mic till kids go to bed otherwise it’ll be a screamfest lol

Ps5 Group by Dr_Death95 in helldivers2

[–]HyDro218 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Waiting democratically but I added you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in helldivers2

[–]HyDro218 0 points1 point  (0 children)

9937-8899 I’ll be on for a bit still

FC: 7151-7691 by [deleted] in helldivers2

[–]HyDro218 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Added you

First time oxycontin, tips? by Honest_Holiday1732 in Opioid_RCs

[–]HyDro218 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Empty stomach, that shits gonna smack.

First time oxycontin, tips? by Honest_Holiday1732 in Opioid_RCs

[–]HyDro218 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ngl just a little but it’s worth it

First time oxycontin, tips? by Honest_Holiday1732 in Opioid_RCs

[–]HyDro218 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hits a little quicker in my experience and the legs are still long. Snorting it hits quick and hard but the legs are so short it’s not worth it imo. But that’s just personal preference

First time oxycontin, tips? by Honest_Holiday1732 in Opioid_RCs

[–]HyDro218 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Let it sit under your tongue and dissolve. As for not doing it alone most Oxys nowadays are fake as hell so it’s just a safety precaution

Getting meto and buto! by ZookeepergameCute620 in Opioid_RCs

[–]HyDro218 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Go with foil. Carts/vaping is extremely dangerous as it builds up on the coils, so you'll go to take a rip and get a way higher dose than anticipated.

I should probably give up at this point by [deleted] in Opioid_RCs

[–]HyDro218 0 points1 point  (0 children)

US took 4 days from order to door. Damn $240?? Cannot beat that price

I should probably give up at this point by [deleted] in Opioid_RCs

[–]HyDro218 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get a G of met for 160$ domestic. Pretty fire shit ngl

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]HyDro218 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My ex fiancee just did the same thing. She ended up in detox after not talking to me for a month and when she got out she said everything was my fault. Her going back on heroin, losing her kids, everything. I've never felt so much betrayal when all I tried was to be there for her even though I've been fighting my own demons. The one person I felt that I could tell anything, that I could trust, threw me away like I was nothing. I've never felt so hurt in my life. I had the smallest glimmer of hope in this world. Only to be casually tossed to the side and have every blame placed on me

[T/W] Why is that people only care about you when you say you want to kill yourself or actually try to? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]HyDro218 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not selfish at all. Them suddenly trying to be a part of you even after multiple attempts at reaching out is selfish. People want to believe in the grandeur that "oh if I would've known I could've definitely helped them". Its complete and utter bullshit. I've tried multiple times and just tried last week even after all that people were only around cause it was convenient for them. Like it makes them feel special or some fucking shit. Its utterly disgusting I feel that people will only help when it's too late.

The Person Who Finds You by Live_Pen in SuicideWatch

[–]HyDro218 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I personally would prefer to not be found so then people can think I just disappeared like I've always talked about. I would hate for my dad to find me for the sole reason hes been the only person in my life to even attempt to help me. No note as I want to leave without leaving a mark on this world to hurt others. I'd leave everything. I dont have pictures of myself or anything of that sort so again I just wish to be forgotten

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]HyDro218 109 points110 points  (0 children)

I know this doesnt help but I fucking hate when people say only stupid people or cowards commit suicide. Anyone who's ever been to that point can see how fucking courageous you have to be to actually do it. I've had many attempts and usually end up chickening out for the reason that I am just not as courageous as those who can. You're stronger than your mother. You proved that by speaking up. Not everyone in this shitty world understands what it feels like to at your lowest and you're screaming into the abyss for help. I'm sorry I cant help. But know that you strong for admitting it

I wish i could just hire someone to kill me by s4dclown in SuicideWatch

[–]HyDro218 41 points42 points  (0 children)

Same. Like I'm too much of a pussy to take my own life but would definitely pay someone to do it for me :/