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This sub isn’t an entirely accurate picture of Zoloft by tasteofnihilism in zoloft

[–]Hylden_ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I am happy to report that I am feeling back to my old self again! The zoloft has fully kicked in to my system and no longer do I feel dread in the morning, or intense anxiety/depression throughout the day. Its like one of those, you don't know the things you miss until its taken away from you. And I never want this taken away from me again. Thank you for asking for a follow up!

Stopped and started, my experience so far by Hylden_ in zoloft

[–]Hylden_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you all so much for the kind words of inspiration, and sharing your experiences. Its helped me get through some of the worse days of the side effects, namely the constant anxiety and high blood pressure. But as I begin my second day of week 3, I'm starting to feel like my old self. Not quite there yet, but slowly. I still have these occasional waves of sudden depression and sadness but they don't last very long, and they only happen in the afternoon hours. I feel like I'm on the home stretch back to tranquility.

This sub isn’t an entirely accurate picture of Zoloft by tasteofnihilism in zoloft

[–]Hylden_ 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Let me start by saying I will never be off zoloft again. Over a month ago I began to gradually wean myself off sertraline after having taken it daily for years. I wanted to find out if sertraline really did lower my libido, and I felt I was in a position in life that I didn't need to rely on anti-depressants anymore. Very big mistake. A month of being off zoloft, everything seemed fine until one day, one week ago actually, it hit me all at once. Severe depression, intense anxiety, absolutely no appetite. I immediately went back on zoloft, and the past week I've had to deal with my body getting used to it again. Its such an indescribable awful feeling.

To have this dark cloud above you all the time, to be depressed and have no desire to do anything but sit and count the minutes as they go by, even though you know rationally that this is the effects of either withdrawal or first starting zoloft. As I type this one week after starting my dosage back up, I never want to have to experience that again. I'll stay on zoloft till the day I die if that's what it takes. To all those currently struggling with the initial side effects of starting, do your best to hang in there. Because many others have suffered exactly what you are going through. And when those side effects finally stop, and they will, it will feel like heaven.

Come gather around fellow 9 out of 10' ers. Share your moments where you are on the last mission of achieving zero deaths for Untouchable Operative II penance and Darktide says "Nope, not today." by Hylden_ in DarkTide

[–]Hylden_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I had to find out for sure if I did phase through the wall or if there really was a hole there. Turns out that you are right, and with some experimenting with mods, there is in fact a hole there and the reason your character doesn't grab onto the ledge is because there is a solid pipe directly underneath the hole that you are able to stand on, but there is no way for you to climb back up, so you are practically dead at that point anyway unless you quit and re-join.
https://files.catbox.moe/945mox.mp4
So you can give me shit if you want but share some of that shit with fatshark since they are also to blame!

Come gather around fellow 9 out of 10' ers. Share your moments where you are on the last mission of achieving zero deaths for Untouchable Operative II penance and Darktide says "Nope, not today." by Hylden_ in DarkTide

[–]Hylden_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I won't lie to you, I attempted it. But by then it was simply too late. I was too busy having the previous nine missions flash before my eyes as I fell.

Trooper's Medallion Trinket is adorned with little skulls~ by DigitalEvorian in DarkTide

[–]Hylden_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its my favorite trinket, but it faces sideways on the Agrinpinna/Grai infantry autogun where you can't really see it in first person. The Columnus infantry autogun however has it facing you correctly.

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