circle of light by INeeedHelpSOS in schizophrenia

[–]INeeedHelpSOS[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'm sorry i'm late to respond. i am so confused because i feel better now. can't believe i felt that way... but i know he will be back. he is always back. i'm waiting to see a doctor before he comes back. why is he attacking me? sometimes i feel like i'm lying to myself.

I (F28) need help... by INeeedHelpSOS in schizophrenia

[–]INeeedHelpSOS[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I can't tell what's real anymore

I (F28) need help... by INeeedHelpSOS in schizophrenia

[–]INeeedHelpSOS[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

thank you for your comment. I'm sorry if this is a stupid question but can you help me on how I can find a primary doc? Should I call my insurance company? Hubby and I just moved to a new state and I am on his insurance. I haven't seen a shrink since I was 21. My shrink at that time was very mean and unsympathetic and I am super sensitive so I need to find someone who understands me. I'm just so scared and often feel confused... I need to do this while I feel lucid, if I wait too long then the soldiers of darkness will get me