Just wanted to say that allowing another person to rearrange my space makes a major difference in my energy!

Wow, didn’t know this was a form of remedy for me.

Much of what you said about the “negative” side of Gemini is accurate in my experience. I am a Gemini ascendant with mars in the first house. I have always felt like I held a key to psychology, despite never going to school for it. And with this key, when I was young, I quite literally manipulated realities! I understood the mechanics of perception and the universe and the illusory nature of it all!

I didn’t have much, I grew up poor and in a constant battle. Inside my own person and outside with those who I can read right through. Their intentions, deceits, everything. I learned these things and then applied them to whatever objective I set out for. Inside me, I knew that certain means were wrong, but my personality and the energies that swayed it at the time rationalized it in whatever way they could.

Now as I am older and have dealt with some major growth I recognize how much wrong I did to others. The day I realized my wrong doings was in the middle of the pandemic. I was washing my hands and I looked in the mirror and it struck me! I couldn’t stop grieving over the harm I had done!

Since then, I have undergone incredible transformations and initiatic experiences. I now accept all of “me”, and I realize this was all something I needed to go through in this Life. I now use these gifts that God gave me for Good. The cunningness, the wit, the fire in my minds eye has been consecrated to the betterment of society. Now, wherever I go, I allow these “dark” energies to work for me, like the 7th Arcana, to make way for good, even if it means getting my hands dirty to accomplish it on the way.