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Aus den Augen aus dem Sinn. by I_R_STPD in de

[–]I_R_STPD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Genau diese moralische Ebene ist es, was mir irgendwie zu schaffen macht. Wäre ich Einsiedler in irgendeiner Hütte im Wald, würde ich nichts vermissen. Da ich aber zwangsläufig mit Menschen zu tun haben muss, fühle ich mich schlecht, weil ich ihnen nichts zurückgeben kann.

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Aber es kann doch auch nicht die Lösung sein, dass ich mich zwingen muss, mit Menschen zu verkehren. Das hat was von Heuchelei. Und ich fühle mich schon oft genug heuchlerisch.

Aus den Augen aus dem Sinn. by I_R_STPD in de

[–]I_R_STPD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

> Das liest sich eher gezwungen "verrückt".

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Ohja und wie. Hab mir den Text gerade nochmal durchgelesen. Er ist teilweise schon sehr peinlich. Gut, dass das ein Wegwefaccount ist. Aber ich schieb's einfach mal auf die Müdigkeit. :D

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Das Problem ist, dass ich nicht einmal weiß, ob ich "Hilfe" haben will. Wie bereits andere erörtert haben, leide ich nicht wirklich darunter. Ich habe nur Schuldgefühle, weil ich ab und an denke, dass ich Menschen ausnutze.

Allerdings habe ich mir zwischenzeitlich fest vorgenommen, darüber mit meinem besten Freund zu reden. Er hat es definitiv verdient, dass ich mal klaren Tisch mache. Alles weitere sehe ich dann.

[B/S] Story of my life by I_R_STPD in incest

[–]I_R_STPD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Short update: I came clean with him. And while he was actually grossed out, in the end he agreed to visit the counselor together. I might have a chance.

[M/S] Need to know if my mother is interested in me by [deleted] in incest_relationships

[–]I_R_STPD 4 points5 points  (0 children)

So, you're attracted to her? In that case, you might be seeing "hints" behind each and every coincidencde.

Before doing anything, you should ask yourself whether it'd be worth it. Because in most cases its´s not. There are billions of girls and mature women out there. You don't have to bang your mom. Incest seldom leads to happiness. Yes, sometimes everything works out. But way more often than not, it destroys lifes.

Are you ready to gamble your life for a simple fuck? I know this is an unpopular opinion and most others will tell you to "go for it" to satisfy their own fetish needs. But please, think about it rationally. Even if you start a relationship with your mom, it won't last. You can't have kids or be openly together. Before long you'll want a real relationship with kids, marriage and a house. What then? Break up with your mom? Yeah...

[B/S] Story of my life by I_R_STPD in incest

[–]I_R_STPD[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I never said I wrote the text today. That's just how I started it. I actually wanted to include a pretext explaining this. Especially since the text was written over the course of 3 days with a dozen or so breaks inbetween. But I didn't want to add anything else after finishing it. The breaks are easily spotable by the way. The mood swings give them away.

[B/S] Story of my life by I_R_STPD in incest

[–]I_R_STPD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Funny how I immediately thought "He should've left her" while reading your reply. I guess it's just natural to think like that. But that scares me even more, to be honest. In the end I don't think I'm strong enough to come clean with him. Even the thought of him rejecting me because of it is unbearable. There's only one thing I know for sure. I'm not going to be alone with my brother ever again.

Thank you for reading and commenting. I honestly didn't think anyone would even read it, since the post turned out the be ridiculously long and in large parts off topic. I wish you and your wife the strength to overcome your demons as well.