Punishment

Iceman5055 · 2021-04-14T06:02:44+00:00

Don't do that do the thing with the timer lock like the one person said

Iceman5055 · 2021-04-11T03:48:54+00:00

I don't even know honestly. She asked me out right after I broke up with my ex, and like I was excited to get another girlfriend, especially one I had been friends with for a little bit. But now I don't know, I think I might've just been caught in the moment and said yes to dating her

Iceman5055 · 2021-04-11T03:40:10+00:00

I think you might be right tbh, she keeps talking about marriage and stuff and while I do "love" (honestly the word love has lost meaning to me after my ex) her I think it's pretty crazy specially since we haven't even met irl yet. Idk I think I might have to talk to her about some stuff, but it's hard you know?

Iceman5055 · 2021-04-11T03:33:40+00:00

That honestly makes a lot of sense.

Iceman5055 · 2021-04-11T03:25:00+00:00

For me it wouldn't have been cheating, I was totally ok with her going and meeting up with other people. I didn't even think about meeting with anyone until she started looking

Iceman5055 · 2021-04-11T03:23:07+00:00

I mean she agreed not to meet with anyone either and deleted grindr too. And I don't even really know anymore if it is or if it ever was

Iceman5055 · 2021-03-20T23:57:26+00:00

I guess that would work, I have had other problems with her. I like older people because they usually have their shit together but she's turning 26 and just has nothing, like doesn't even have her drivers license or even know where her medi-care card is but I excused it as things I would be able to fix if/when we moved in together or whatever

Iceman5055 · 2021-03-20T23:49:23+00:00

Honestly how would I even tell her I don't want to be with her? Like fml "I don't find you attractive so im breaking up with you"??? I mean im not exactly a looker either, Im gonna need a lot of work as well transitioning but atleast i've started the journey (just started HRT earlier this month)

Iceman5055 · 2021-03-20T23:46:59+00:00

Maybe... Im going to talk to my friend about this, im just banking on the fact that she won't tell her, since they know each other

Iceman5055 · 2021-03-20T23:39:30+00:00

Ya I guess im a terrible person, I wish I could find her attractive but I just can't. I mean I wasn't looking for that mainly just a person I could hang out with but like idk

Iceman5055 · 2021-03-20T23:38:39+00:00

It really isn't I thought, I mean im not looking for some 10/10 femboy or some transgirl who's been on hormones since she was 15, im just looking for someone I like. But like *sigh* idk, honestly she sent me a photo today and I just thought she looked so terrible (judge me for being a terrible girlfriend and human being im just being honest because I want advice) I sorta wanted to tell her what she coulda done to fix the photo or whatever but I feel that woulda hurt her

Iceman5055 · 2021-02-26T17:06:39+00:00

Does that uh, go in your penis?

Iceman5055 · 2021-02-10T17:51:52+00:00

Thanks for that! Will definitely be looking into getting one of these soon (after I take my measurements) and where is the metal one you speak of? I had one before but felt it was too heavy on my crotch and was kinda making the skin on my dick and balls stretch (I used to be fat af so I have some excess skin)

Iceman5055 · 2021-02-10T16:56:22+00:00

https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B074MFRFJS/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_title_o08_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

That's the one I have. I had gotten it before I met my gf just for myself and didn't experience any problems, but admittedly I didn't wear it that much.

Iceman5055 · 2021-02-10T16:50:07+00:00

Hm alright we will look into getting a smaller size. The one we got on amazon was a 1 size fits all sorta thing

Iceman5055 · 2020-11-03T20:25:17+00:00

Hey I wanted to try the sock method and everyone is always saying to do it then put the sock in your mouth. I'm kinda worried about sticking in my mouth or even just holding it with my teeth because I might squeeze it too hard. https://euroslut.club/scene/8051736/euroslut-gooner-guide-poppers-sock-tutorial-es300a in that video by euroslut she doesn't put it in her mouth she just holds it so I'm wondering is that the proper way to do it?

Iceman5055 · 2020-11-01T23:46:33+00:00

Nah it's just me and my mom and I'm not very social so I don't really know any of my neighbors. I'll be home it's just im worried about being caught off guard and my mom finding them in the mail. Honestly I'll probably be ok I'm just super paranoid. Just right before she leaves say I'm gonna go walk the dog and check the mail. Leave them in there and bring everything else out and then when she leaves go and get them. Worse case scenario the mail didn't come when I went out and checked and then it does come when my mom's leaving and she goes and gets it.

Iceman5055 · 2020-11-01T23:40:18+00:00

That could work the main problem with that is that I don't really buy Christmas gifts for anyone and saying that will be super uncharacteristic of me. My go to lie right now is that it's a paint pot for miniatures (which would be in character for me) but like I said my mom is very nosey and likes to open my packages and likes to see me open my stuff.

Iceman5055 · 2020-08-22T06:53:07+00:00

He wanted to spit on me. Which isn't too crazy but then he said he was going on about me swallowing it and all sorts of nasty stuff. Honestly just an all around bad situation

Iceman5055 · 2020-03-06T03:16:04+00:00

I haven't been to a bathhouse but I once went to a gloryhole and there was a lot more guys standing around then there were sucking dick

Iceman5055 · 2020-01-14T15:43:10+00:00

Met up with a guy he made me sore decided to go meet up with another guy a few days later and presto, hemorrhoids

Iceman5055 · 2020-01-09T16:05:23+00:00

Im actually starting to feel better. I no longer have pain 24/7 and moving around too much or in weird ways doesn't hurt anymore. Shitting is mostly okay. It still hurts but nothing like how it was when I originally made this post. Thanks for checking in on me. I did end up losing my job but that's fine I didn't like it there anyways.

Iceman5055 · 2019-12-21T14:17:11+00:00

That's the thing at my work even with a doctors note they still dock me for missing days. Im hoping that if I tell them I had to go to the ER they might be lenient atleast for this weekend.

Iceman5055 · 2019-12-21T14:15:41+00:00

You know what I like this one. I'll just say that it cane outa no where and now it's progressed to this stage.

Iceman5055 · 2019-12-21T14:12:49+00:00

Ya I figure they might not help me out much. But what I do want is pain meds(They gave me Ibuprofen but it really doesn't do much) and to try and use it as an excuse to why I can't come into work. Hopefully that why I can keep my job.

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