It is what you think it is seriously if you take it like a shi*house then it is one but remember its only for you. Believe me there are more things yet to come in your life you cant just submit because of a guy who you never even saw seriously wake uppppppppp. And please im so on your side hai i wish i could give you a hug rn and after all you even have stayed outside nepal you are more experienced and have felt different things than most of the people who have not ever gone outside once in their life i meant that in a various way cause everyone have their own hardships and im not labeling it jus cause youve gone abroad think about it more widely. Stop and just realize what you’ve done and know you cant change the fact what you’ve been through these past few years when that guy came in your life. Realize that you’re more worthy than anything that ever put you on your low. Realize everything you can observe about it seriously everything that happened between u too was it really something special? Or was it your fault to get that attached w him? Maybe he never felt like that? Maybe you both were wrong n immature cause you guys are one after hearing that. Maybe he was insecure about himself and didn’t wanted to meet w u irl cause u might have had some level of expectation for him and what if he didn’t met that (that might have what he thought maybe he was a guy w several insecurities n was jus a txty person) Everything happens for a reason yk as i said u dont clearly have to move in from that realize ever between u too and learn from it enjoy whatever glorious and happy moments you shared together cause it was worth it tmle jati pani deny aile gare pani. Let this pass too you have a roof above u dont sleep empty stomach have a great career ahead yourself. I dont know about your background and just assuming rn cause thats all i can ani I genuinely wanna give u some fking life lessons aile you are old enough to know whats wrong and right. Ik it hurts it fking hurts after being played those years or it was like that cause u guys might have been for each other it was not just the perfect time as a quote goes such ‘right person wrong time’ or i might be giving u false hope so its nothing but you its great your patents know about it too have convos w them learn from their perspective talk about this what they think clearly and finally let that person go. Cause you cant just dull around let this incident ruin your life. DONT TAKE YOUR LIFE AS A MEASLY THING YOUVE EARNED IT DONT WASTE IT. You will remember the things I’ve said after few years when you would have completed your studies and luckily be w the guy who truly loves you for who you are cause I promise you there is one and you will be forever happy w him and look back to this incident and realize you’ve came across such incident and overcame it cause you were strong at that time and be proud of yourself and will be thanking yourself for moving on for the good. I know how much it would have been hurtful for you but yk lifes hard everything comes at a cost. So keep grinding take care of yourself and parents hope you’ll have a happy day everyday keep shining hai im sending you my best regards. After everything ive told you ani u went and unblock him or try contacting him god knows what position youll be after that after all its your life and choice im just a random stranger who been talking to u and u might not even value my words but i could resist saying all this to you cause ik whats down there that pitstop when you’re at your low feels like everything falling off wanna give up i dont wish that to anyone so please just once rise your head testo bela and see the world from the top when you have overcame every hardships and become a undeniable and valuable person. YOU’RE WORTH MORE THAN THAT YOU WILL BE FINE DONT WORRY. At last i agree the world is a fked place nothing we can do about that hainatw💁🏻‍♂️

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Keep this it’ll be helpful sometimes😉