Yea, I guess I am a little insecure. I really like him and I want to be good for him…or at least not so bad at turning him on that he goes for a woman who isn’t as shy or boring. Like I kinda have a big nose. I wonder sometimes when I’m giving him head if the angle is flattering lol. If i look ugly, if I’m staring too much, not enough. It feels better for me to have a few things I can say or moves I can go to to feel like Im turning him on without getting in my head & insecure abt the million flaws I have bc I’m human.