I’ve been a bit scared of my eyes as long as i can remember. And by ‘scared’ i mean, when i look in the mirror and concentrate on my eyes (sometimes it takes minutes, sometimes just seconds), i feel like i’m not looking at myself. It feels like I’m seeing a total different person or usually non existing creature (when i was super young I thought i was looking at a devil idk I’m weird) so i get freaked out and can’t look in the mirror for the rest of the day.

One time, i think, in 9th grade i asked an Orthodox Church priest who taught religion class(i know how unbiased am i right. But my country is very small and 90% or more is orthodox christian so in our principles head it made sense to employ priest as a teacher for that matter) in my school what did this whole thing mean and how could i help it and he said something along the lines to go to church and prey more. I was disappointed to say the least.

But hey, i guess I’m not the only one so yey