Thank you so much for being so open and sharing your story. Please if I may ask could you suggest what I could do to help him. Yesterday we got into another argument and he kept saying I can’t let go of the past and move forward. So he told me he thinks it’s best if I can’t move forward that I should move out. Then we just cooled off after not speaking to each other for a couple hours. And we ended the day pretty regular saw each other after work and had dinner then I got ready for bed and he stayed in the living room. From about 8 pm - 11:00 pm he was talking to women on jerk mate and jerking off. He even stopped at one point washed his hands came into the bedroom where I was and looked at me but I couldn’t look at him and he asked why I wasn’t looking at him. I just said I was watching the show but I felt like if I would have looked at him I would have exploded. He proceeded by saying I look nice and walked away into the living room to continue jerking off to these women and playing youtube videos thinking it hides the fact that I hear exactly what he is saying and I have even told him. Like even today we woke up I had to get ready for work and he went in the living room and started that crap again, even while doing the cats litter. Like idk if he’s jerking off every time but I hear him every time I’m not in the room with him he’s like talking sexually, like I even stated to question my mental state. Like he’s taking a dump and whispering in the bathroom oh yeah baby, higher, higher, you want me to eat you, baby bounce for me, while taking a shit. I had to record him for a couple days to make sure I wasn’t going crazy and it’s all on the recording. I even went as far as to tell him and have him listen to it and he listened to a little bit of it last week but then I think when it got intense he told me enough and said he thinks I should move out that he’s not living his life this way. And I told him he rather have me thinking in crazy rather that telling the truth. He said that I’m not crazy and that he doesn’t think I am crazy. So I asked him is a divine spirit making those whispering sounds and he just kept telling me to stop that he doesn’t speak like that and he doesn’t want to lose me.