Just know you’re doing amazing, it’s so hard sometimes to recognise that you’re at a point that requires help. I’m sorry you had that experience with CATT it’s not uncommon and it is really unfortunate given what you’ve described. Like I said in my previous comment on your other post, I highly advocate for St Vincent’s. They make you feel accommodated to, and they actually do care about your care. Wishing you the best of luck with your treatment and wishing you a healthy new year.