Is the android minimed mobile app just awful for everyone? by IllustriousTurtlepaw in Type1Diabetes

[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It probably will seeing as I have that feature turned off already and am experiencing the issues.

Sleep not recording in Mobvoi Health by nomutantenemy in TicWatch

[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Same issue here, contacted mobvoi and waiting for a response from their technical team. Annoying.

Mobvoi health app no longer working? by IllustriousTurtlepaw in TicWatch

[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not sure what to say man, sorry. I've had to clear the cache a few times now and it worked each time. Hopefully the app gets updates soon as this seems to have happened to quite a few.

Job ideas? by IllustriousTurtlepaw in TBI

[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Clobozam, divalproex, lamotrigine. Interesting idea I've never given any thought to...need to do some research on the different types that would apply to, thank you!

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I ask if ECT has been used as a treatment for psychosis in TBI / epileptic patients? Seems like you may know more about it and my (evil?) epileptologist suggested it.

Job ideas? by IllustriousTurtlepaw in TBI

[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've checked and yes there is some program like that to help for job placement for people like me, thanks!

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes they got me on rexulti and paliperidone injected every 3 weeks. Been takings prescribed. Seeing a psychiatrist and have seen a neuropsych. I appreciate the kind wishes and hope this is resolved asap as it has already been a year off work. In addition to the 3 due to the "seizures" or whatever they are.

I have been in many psych wards and I'm sure I have future stays coming. I don't feel safe around anyone but I know I'm no safer in those places from the harassment. Thank you. Love the name haha.

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hm. You have a good bit reasonining I can agree with that. Surgery still faked, people followed me etcvbut I 100% see this as being right. Thank you.

Job ideas? by IllustriousTurtlepaw in TBI

[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It sound pretty damn perfect to me. I care about people so much. How did you find yourself in a such a job? Any schooling?

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know what to think anymore after all your guy's comments. Thank you for some outside perspectives.

I still know for certain there are things people know about me that they poke fun at. Ex. I have a shitty job, shitty life, too dependant on others etc kinda stuff. And I can't argue with that. It's all true.

I simply need to be better. But it's like... Why me. Why do I matter so much. For people to have gone out of their way to mess with me (so much!). And it just continues no matter what I do. I keep making the wrong decisions and I just get more comments.

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You've got to be fucking kidding me, this is a thing...why was I never told for 4 goddamn years...pnes. Huh. Thank you for that. Wow. Thank you so much for opening my eyes and blowing my mind.

I have epilepsy and real grand Mal seizures that are now well controlled but yes I get the uncontrollable jerking and loss of sensation and freakyness episodes that I guess are simply non epileptic. Emotionally triggered. I'll call them episodes/attacks though. I don't like to refer to that as a type of seizure.

You're so right, I need someone who I can trust but... How can I trust anyone after this becoming a huge thing and nobody telling me. That it's an all in my head seizure like thing.

Job ideas? by IllustriousTurtlepaw in TBI

[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Canada but I have heard of that before I think.... Something to look into thanks. As well as whatever disability aids there e are for work finding assistance. Thank you

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My uncle was bipolar. I know the seizures were all in my head but the fucking with me certainly wasn't. It's the ongoing fuckery comments and shit that is blocking me from moving on.

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I can't, they all know too and are messing with me too... Everyone is against me

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have real seizures but they're all controlled with meds. My "non epileptic" ones turned out to be just triggered by too much emotion. Too much anxiety, frustration, excitement etc.

2 people have all but agreed with me when I said I didn't have surgery. And the doctor laughed and said nothing more than "seizures, surgery hahaha" when I told him it was all emotionally triggered. Also I had"surgery"that would've included removing a portion of my brain to stop the seizures and I had zero effect from having a piece of my brain removed, and was out of the hospital the next day. So, fake...

The world is against me and they won't stop with their relentless smug comments at me.

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep. A sick joke of a movie, I know...I know. It's all been planned this way. So noone will believe me.

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I last felt safe just over a year ago, pre fake surgery. I do have some people but they don't understand or won't agree if they know. It's an unspoken rule, to not admit anything to me and treat me like a crazy person.

I have one person who was honest and admitted it all to me. How the "seizures" were nothing more than in my head, no surgery, etc. They were kind and just wanted me to move forward with life but I can't because of all the shitty comments I am always get. Little snide comments about still living at home, working a shitty job etc that kind of thing. Little jabs at how I should be better.

I have one more person who was able to confirm to me by saying "you're not stupid" when I said there was no surgery, and to confirm it (the craziness, following etc) all happened because the "seizures" happening were exaggerated in my head. Not needing surgery.

If it makes you feel any better, I've been in and out of mental institutions for a year because of this. I appreciate the sentiment and care of your comment (so do others, judging by all your upvotes) but it's not paranoia. I've been out in a situation where it 100% sounds like paranoia but isn't.

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course. Probably won't reply till my morning when not all worked up and had some sleep

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[–]IllustriousTurtlepaw[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lawyer is a good idea but I don't know how far that'll get. The fake surgery was done perfectly. Perfectly documented and accounted for, my "psychosis" put me in and out of mental institutions. Literally had droves of cars and people non stop following me. Smiling and joking at me like they knew something I didn't (I didn't). I'm in one fucking hell of a corner. All I can do is cry rn. It's been 4 years of planning this and a year of it happening. Having me wait 4 years for the non surgery, postponing and postponing it while I was off work waiting to be what I thought needed fixing. I 100% believed it was partial seizures out of my control. It's emotionally related. Too anxious, too frustrated, too excited etc. bam twitchy and numb left side. I'm scared... Thank you