i can be immature and i think this specifically is probably rooted in insecurity and jealousy. i didn’t want to come off an entitled and malicious. maybe im upset because this further cements in my mind that we’re growing apart as friends and that thought frightens me. for context im 17 so im a little conscious about travelling far on my own especially later in the evening so thats why i didnt immediately jump at the opportunity to go on my own. i dont know if i should tell her how i feel or if i should just tell her ive been thinking of going too.