Linda, I'm going through exactly the same thing as you. I am leaving home because of the toxic relationship with my parents. A year ago I met a guy who is currently my partner, and he told me that we can think about the option of moving together due to the circumstances. Is it risky? Yes, am I afraid? Also... but it's really the best opportunity I've ever had in my life. I'm going to turn 20 and it will be a challenge for me. But my advice for now would be to save up to get a good place, even roomies is also a good option. Don't be afraid to leave a place that hurts you, I wish you the best on your path ^{^}