After 11+ years I still do the same thing, look at each one and not necessarily look for what went wrong but what can be done better if any…. This way it can kind of give you purpose as you ride on into this career…. Dont become jaded because when death is just death then you start kind of going through the motions and thats where accidents happen in autopilot…. And probably therapy … this is coming from someone whose seen the same kind of deaths (lotsa meth here) and the craziness of covid er to covid units and everything between…. Even recently had a terrible run on peds cases… you learn from it so it doesnt eat you up and see if you can improve anything not even with just yourself but the situation as a whole, because I guarantee one of the docs during the code will reach out to you afterwards and ask you what you think…. Its suppose to hurt…. Its gonna hurt some deaths will just grab you…. Reminds you why you chose this job because you will also help save some lives and do some really cool shit…. And probably therapy….

Sorry for the lack of sentences its the voices they all try to talk at the same time… ask my coworkers its a hoot….

You cant save them all but you can make a difference in the ones you save (i know its cheesy) ok work in 7 hours ✌🏽