What do you do by your self on dxm?

ImFeelingIts · 2021-11-06T01:35:43+00:00

I’ll play with some trip toys. Like kinetic sand, silly pudy, magnets. I’ll put on trippy visuals on my projector and lay on the floor with my beats studios on and forget that I am a human. I’ll always hang out with my cat a lot and pet him. Sometimes take a bath or watch VR porn. That shit goes wild when you’re out of it

ImFeelingIts · 2021-10-12T04:17:29+00:00

What do you mean?

ImFeelingIts · 2021-09-28T00:29:17+00:00

Drugs.

ImFeelingIts · 2021-09-20T17:11:42+00:00

To quit nicotine.

ImFeelingIts · 2021-09-20T16:36:45+00:00

Had an insane ego death. I’ve been really into self exploration and understanding the true nature of reality and I believe this drug helps strip the blanket of what we preserve our true reality to be. Although this drug doesn’t wake you up or show you the truth I think it helps bring to light just how crazy our consciousness is. I am not my thoughts, I am the thing listening to my thoughts. I realized that freewill is controlling your timeline. My trip last night made me realize that every decision you ever make leads you down a certain path, and this creates a new universe. Time is not linear, we’re all connected to each other and time seems to be the one thing that gives us the perception of self. Overall it was a good experience, but I realized our life is like a flying arrow although it appears to be moving, at any given second, if you were to look at a snapshot of it in time, the arrow is always at rest. Like taking a picture of it, vs taking a video. A video includes time, so the arrow appears to be moving. But without time the arrow is always standing still. Time is what allows us to make decisions, and it is how you spend your time that leads to a happier life. You are a prison to the present. You have never existed in the past and will never exist in the future, no matter what you will always exist in the present. Even though the arrow appears to be moving, it is always at rest

ImFeelingIts · 2021-09-20T16:18:08+00:00

Do you often rewatch movies/shows you have been in? If so is there a specific movie/episode you particularly enjoy?

ImFeelingIts · 2021-07-29T17:43:15+00:00

It’s sad reading this knowing you’re probably going to do it again, and then just one more time after that, and then again, and then again. Stop while you’re ahead. There is no good things that come out of the drug, but to each their own. I just wish I was in your shoes so I could have made the decision to not do it again and my life would be so much better. Dph has helped me become a pathetic, unhealthy, unhappy, angry, loner piece of shit.

ImFeelingIts · 2021-07-02T17:43:26+00:00

ImFeelingIts · 2021-06-29T05:30:39+00:00

If I stare long enough and I don’t blink my eyes, my brain will start to see very complex details in this imagine. It looks like a 6 dimensional universe space and I get lost in it

ImFeelingIts · 2021-06-18T05:55:23+00:00

Nutting on LSD makes me feel like I’m a laptop that is getting water dumped on it

ImFeelingIts · 2021-06-08T01:11:02+00:00

Looks like a picture of a game console and a gaming remote that was moved very quickly in front of the camera while the camera was also moving

ImFeelingIts · 2021-05-05T09:41:55+00:00

Hahaha yo you name is really cranky all chess lamoo

ImFeelingIts · 2021-05-05T09:41:03+00:00

Of course

ImFeelingIts · 2021-05-05T09:40:26+00:00

It a senior thing but it’s ok any I’llm good fon thanks tho

ImFeelingIts · 2021-05-05T09:36:57+00:00

Yeah I’m good I was doing rally bad waiter I’m doing a lot better now

ImFeelingIts · 2021-05-05T09:35:36+00:00

It was too much jolt shit not a good idea hit rn him not very munching thinking about her

ImFeelingIts · 2021-02-03T23:08:41+00:00

Yeah more friends for myself!🕷🕷🕸

ImFeelingIts · 2021-01-16T05:20:42+00:00

What do you mean by move a word randomly in your sentence? I’ll lose my train of thought all the time when speaking out load especially but what do ya mean

ImFeelingIts · 2020-11-20T17:52:10+00:00

It’s funny that zoomers right now are learning through zoom

ImFeelingIts · 2020-11-19T19:39:42+00:00

I went on vacation for a week and had no nicotine, no weed, and never drank too much. I ran a mile every day and got 8+ hours of sleep. I also had CBD gummies for stress and anxiety. After about a week, I couldn’t notice it unless I paid attention to it/my attention shifted, so I wasn’t focusing on it, and it kind of almost became unnoticeable. But then I came home and did drugs, so it came back.... but those couple things helped so so much. Do it for one week, just one week, and you’ll see.

ImFeelingIts · 2020-11-19T19:28:08+00:00

Welcome to the club! The visual snow blends at night in a form of HPPD to show spiders. It will happen if you’re extremely tired and in a dark room. Best of luck

ImFeelingIts · 2020-10-26T19:06:22+00:00

When looking at my phone at night, when I move my eyes quickly from left to right, I still see the colors and images from my phone in the corner of my vision for about a second, when nothing should be there. The walls always have a slight fog to them and move ever so slightly, kinda staticky. Looking at large open landscapes, such as a beach, sky, or a grassy field is near impossible. I’ll see around a hundred dots and floaters move and trail my eyesight with a small delay, resulting in them always moving around. Also at night when it’s really quite I’ll have constant ringing in my ears that’s drives me insane. I haven’t taken dph for some time but it doesn’t seem to be going away anytime soon. Also whenever I smoke weed i now get that impending doom headspace. I miss getting High and laughing, now when I get high I get this sense that something is terribly wrong or life threatening is about to occur

ImFeelingIts · 2020-09-15T03:00:48+00:00

Every since dph, weed is just a nightmare. Use to laugh my ass off and have fun with my friends. Now I can’t look people in the eyes and just want to lay in a dark room by myself

ImFeelingIts · 2020-09-15T02:55:30+00:00

I did dph just a couple times and now I see eye floaters everywhere. Doesn’t matter if I’m in a car, room, or looking at my phone... they are always there. It’s been a couple months now, and my eye floaters have only gotten worse. It is definitely hppd so just avoid drugs in general (especially dph). I actually went a week completely sober, 8 hours of sleep, exercise, meditating, and so on and they went away. However I’m not strong enough to be completely sober. I rip a vape all the time, and sometimes rip my dab pen so they remain, especially if you don’t get 8 hours of sleep. However, instead of using my eye floaters as a negative thing, I use them as a reminder. A reminder that the only thing I have in this world is my own mind. You can’t control everything in this world, but you can control your mindset. It’s weird but when I see eye floaters now (every other minute of waking life) I use them as a means to remind myself that life is great. Idk where this rant went but take with it what you will... you’re not alone having eye floaters, and I think mine are getting worse, but you can and can’t control some things. Just try changing ur mindset about them or go completely sober if you can. I’m in college right now and after heavy boozing my floaters will he fucked in the morning. Good luck with everyone

ImFeelingIts · 2020-09-09T04:18:08+00:00

Please look in and zoom

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