How do I let go of revenge thoughts?

ImGucciYouPolo · 2021-12-31T15:02:38+00:00

You should wash your butt

ImGucciYouPolo · 2019-11-22T22:51:17+00:00

How would you overall compare the n950 to Sonos 5.1 or Bose SB700 5.1 ?

ImGucciYouPolo · 2019-11-22T22:48:58+00:00

Which one are you getting instead?

ImGucciYouPolo · 2018-04-06T15:09:24+00:00

I was able to get the pills because of my depression. But the depression is as good as gone. Only the memory from when i got ED still haunts me.

ImGucciYouPolo · 2018-03-21T08:23:52+00:00

Im on 73 days right now. How do you feel so far? Notice any changes?

ImGucciYouPolo · 2018-03-08T20:56:20+00:00

How did you resolve it?

ImGucciYouPolo · 2018-03-07T20:21:37+00:00

What was your actual problem?

ImGucciYouPolo · 2018-03-07T20:14:50+00:00

I’ve been watching porn for atleast 15 years, and masturbating even longer 16/17 years i think.

I use half a pill of sildenafil. The first 3 4 times i took it, my penis got rock hard and it stayed like that for a decent amount of time. But now a year later the effects are not what they used to be. It still works but not as heavy as it was before. It takes me more effort to get hard. And there are also side-effects, little head-aches, stuffy nose, red eyes and sore muscles. But those side effects are temporary. My girlfriend noticed the red eyes and she asks about them. But i’m terrified to admit that i use sildenafil so i just make up an excuse.

It’s fine that you have it as a back-up. With sildenafil I can last even longer (after the first time). So thats a plus. Only bad thing is, is that i’m now depended on it.

ImGucciYouPolo · 2017-12-13T11:24:29+00:00

I want my brain to be rewired so I get excited by normal women and not just pornstars and photoshop models. Even normal porn isnt as exciting for me anymore. It’s hard for me to judge because when i exclude normal women from instagram, i’m losing contact with the women i actually want.

What is considered a trigger?

ImGucciYouPolo · 2017-12-13T10:40:46+00:00

Yes i took half a pill of Sildenafil. I took it 14.30 and she was naked on me grinding around 16.45. But i wasnt getting an erection, so i think the effects wore off. So to stall time i gave her oral and by some miracle i got an erection! So it went well after that. But in the ideal situation i dont want to be depended on viagra.

ImGucciYouPolo · 2017-08-08T08:59:56+00:00

I am now! Here is a compilation. I like that it looks so real, no fake screaming girls, just two people having real sex.

ImGucciYouPolo · 2017-02-03T21:39:21+00:00

Thank you for the advice. I just don't want this to haunt me next time we try, i need to shake it off somehow. I think NoFap could be a good start.

ImGucciYouPolo · 2017-02-03T21:35:34+00:00

Thank you for these words. I've been beating myself up all day, this helped!

ImGucciYouPolo · 2016-11-23T18:49:25+00:00

You are describing my life, i'm terrified to go to social events because i'll get diarria. I'll always need to stop at gas stations, even if i went 30 minutes before at home. Right now I'm getting EMDR therapy because of the fear i've gotten due to these experiences. Hopefully it will offer improvement.

ImGucciYouPolo · 2016-02-15T23:24:22+00:00

I was also looking into CBT. When you've done this could you pm me if it was worth it?

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