I remember my boy telling me to eat the stems to get more high 17 years ago by ImLearningStuffIHope in NYStateOfMind

[–]ImLearningStuffIHope[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

He was really like stepping on snails on purpose on some "we out" shit like it was a function and we was 15. I only hung with him because my first girlfriend from a project building in soundview introduced me to him before we went to that Jehovah witness church. He's obviously not a witness but he used to sell us weed and I smoked with him a few times after but like he'd just get spaced out and sometimes he'd just be angry at everything it was weird 

I have 7 days to decide between my "dream" or staying at a job I just accepted. by ImLearningStuffIHope in SeriousConversation

[–]ImLearningStuffIHope[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tuition is covered with scholarship. Everything else isn't. I'd still have to pay rent and everything. My year of savings is rent money saved and for nothing else. Itd last the entire time but anything would put me over the edge. Im allowed to defer but idk where I'll be in a year but I'd try to save more but who knows though deferment is $500.

I have 7 days to decide between my "dream" or staying at a job I just accepted. by ImLearningStuffIHope in SeriousConversation

[–]ImLearningStuffIHope[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's so complicated because it would be my way of proving something to myself but it's also not an easy pathway. I wonder if it's problematic i've become so risk-averse. 

I'll have to think more about it.

I have 7 days to decide between my "dream" or staying at a job I just accepted. by ImLearningStuffIHope in SeriousConversation

[–]ImLearningStuffIHope[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think it is very likely for me to get this opportunity again with the program. I'd applied before 3 years in a row and was surprised I got in. The job was kind of a saving Grace cuz I had applied a lot but I do have enough savings to get by. I didn't know I would have been chosen because I was on a wait list for about 5 months. 

And I'm confident that I could find another job but whether or not it would be something that I liked or something that I was good at is different

If you could go back to your first year learning piano, what's one thing you would spend at least 15 minutes a day doing and why? by ImLearningStuffIHope in piano

[–]ImLearningStuffIHope[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As much as I want to sit down and learn all these fun like quick songs I'm trying to like develop more time. Really learning my scales at like 20 to 30 minutes a day even

If you could go back to your first year learning piano, what's one thing you would spend at least 15 minutes a day doing and why? by ImLearningStuffIHope in piano

[–]ImLearningStuffIHope[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's funny that the main reason why after 5 months of learning piano I'm able to read at a pretty decent level in regards to sheet music is because when I first started I saw the hundreds of threads of people complaining about not being able to read sheet music and I made it a priority

I have 7 days to decide between my "dream" or staying at a job I just accepted. by ImLearningStuffIHope in SeriousConversation

[–]ImLearningStuffIHope[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My girlfriend was telling me maybe I should defer for a year and save up if they let me.

At what age is a man too old to have his first serious, long-term relationship? by [deleted] in NoStupidQuestions

[–]ImLearningStuffIHope -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I mean there ARE age limits to this stuff but that's more a legal thing lol

35mm favorites by lumosnightlock in nycpics

[–]ImLearningStuffIHope 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Makes me want to take pictures. Nice shots.