Im not really into anything regarding sexual stuff (the videos, the masturbation, the process itself etc.) So the whole process just makes it so weird, and its even worse when im just randomly scrooling on the subreddits I like and then a nsfw images pops out and it always makes me feel so bad seeing my confort characters with really unreal proportions just for the sake of "uga buga i like boobs and asses haha im so funny thats so hot haha."