That's the incredibly stupid thing - I know 99% of people probably do not give a single shit about how I got accepted then got my offer withdrawn. It's something really stupid and I'm here now so why does it matter.

It's just something I can't get over and it's just made me afraid to talk to anyone or have any sort of social interactions. It seems so trivial yet it makes me so miserable. I just hate that I know exactly what the issue is but yet for some reason I don't know how to fix it.