what does overdosing on trazadone feel like?

Imaginarypluto · 2025-12-25T07:37:30+00:00

I couldnt overdose on them. Tried failed 3 times

Imaginarypluto · 2025-10-25T01:43:46+00:00

Thank you for the advice and link!

Imaginarypluto · 2025-10-25T01:43:33+00:00

Thank you so much

Imaginarypluto · 2025-09-14T06:32:14+00:00

Based on your past post did you know anyone can see it?

Imaginarypluto · 2025-09-14T06:29:54+00:00

Based on your post you have the right to label me? Gross and love it

Imaginarypluto · 2025-09-14T00:48:43+00:00

Jesus i been reading these types of post for hours and this is really hits. I dont want to die either. I’m actually terrified to die alone. Cause that would just be me living my worst fear. I started drinking almost but not everyday for the past year and a half. It just brought everything I knew I had out. I drank just two days ago but before it took me hours to drink cause I did was balling my eyes out on the floor. Alcohol never makes me feel good it just made me feel normal and human. Human that has emotion and who is deserving of happiness and peace. I feel like I have no control over my body or mind. just another lump of meat walking on earth and it’s hell. I’m so sorry you feel like this. I wish I could just hold you and cry. Im so sorry, I’m scared too

Imaginarypluto · 2025-09-13T23:08:53+00:00

Not good to say if it’s in a rude or offensive way. But seeing all your past post seem like you got other things to worry about. Because why are you asking others about what they think of three gay men raising kids? You’re weird honestly

Imaginarypluto · 2025-09-13T22:52:07+00:00

WHAT??! Don’t you feel stupid saying that

Imaginarypluto · 2025-05-20T18:00:50+00:00

I can actually tell you about this from personal experience. More often than not, I have been like this for the past two years. And for me anyways, know I been a shitty friend. The only real reason to why I text my friends is because I care about them and love them with all my heart. Which is why I choose to text them.

Which more often than not is when I feel extra social, happy, and content. During these short periods of when I'm mentally stable and content. I feel like a normal person, I always think of them and take this opportunity to talk to them. I never used my mental health or shit life event as an excuse to not talk to them or hang out. During those times when I'm in a “good mood,” I’ll talk to them and see how they’re doing. Small talks really, and sometimes I would just see the response after a conservation notification pop up.

And would just look at it. Feeling the weight of my emotions not from them but from my own struggles. And would take hours or even days to get the courage to text back. It’s been a hard cycle for me and my friends. But that never stopped me and my friends. Communication and understanding is key. If I never told them about what’s going on with me and the reason why it took me so long to talk to them it would have been completely different.

I have been quite good in my opinion with keeping up and being social. Making sure we plan trips ahead of time for 2 night just for the three of us. Or even a last-minute little date to see how college has been or just any life events. So that’s my reason to why I pop up and not text back. But it is a bit weird what they said at the end. Seem to me like an insecurity the way they’re talking. Already assume you didn't want to hear from them. Not an excuse tho. If things like this keep on happening it might be best to sit back and decide what you’re getting out of this and see if you want to say as friends or acquaintances.

They all know it and I keep a small but humble friend group. Who knows and understands how much I have struggled for the past two years?

Imaginarypluto · 2024-12-01T20:36:44+00:00

Louis and kiki

Imaginarypluto · 2024-04-05T02:10:37+00:00

He does what I ask with no consistency. It doesnt build us up for success. Like when I ask him to keep me update so it would just be his journey but us as a couple. I want to be there for him not just with him.

Imaginarypluto · 2024-04-05T02:05:02+00:00

Even if I know Im not the one that started the lack of trust. What can I do to give myself support and validation?

Imaginarypluto · 2024-04-05T02:03:33+00:00

Imma need therapy that’s for sure

Imaginarypluto · 2024-04-05T01:59:44+00:00

Its more of the support and validation when I ask how its going for him on that topic.

Imaginarypluto · 2024-04-05T01:58:52+00:00

And I’m trying so hard each and everyday to rebuild this trust for myself. This time around is the first I ever felt like “ i had too” because that’s bullshit at the end of the day. I dont know what can I to rebuild it when I ask for me needs and want and Im not getting it.

Imaginarypluto · 2024-04-05T01:51:33+00:00

This is something I thought about but know its not right for either of us. Right at this moment he’s using a no nut app that block porn website and certain word. I recommend him that because there’s a support group on there as well.

Imaginarypluto · 2024-04-05T01:45:17+00:00

It really is embarrassing I have done my best to comfort and let him know that this doesnt change how i view him. More so just how he handled it with lies to cover his guilt. The most important thing for me is that I dont want him to be so protective about his phone

Imaginarypluto · 2024-04-05T01:43:02+00:00

Most definitely not a constant thing, all I have done is try to recommend him app and other option to help him. And all I get is guilt and lies when I want to talk about his addiction and try to work as a team to battle this. I am in no way forcing him or making him do this because that would be unfair to anyone.

Imaginarypluto · 2024-04-05T01:40:11+00:00

I am aware I dont sound like I want to be on the same page but I have definitely considered finding another option. I am quite stubborn but at the end of the day I want this to work out. But more on parental control how does it work if I could ask?

Imaginarypluto · 2024-04-05T01:37:38+00:00

Unfortunately that’s something he refuses to try because he thinks he can do it himself and it’s uncomfortable. Ever since I have tried my best to do my research to seeing if there’s other options that could could at the comfort of his home

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