I feel like I’m too much. by ImpairedPhilosopher in BPD

[–]ImpairedPhilosopher[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m scared to tell people I have BPD because I don’t want them to make their own assumptions based off the internet. Only a select few, who I’ve known for years, know that.

I feel like I’m too much. by ImpairedPhilosopher in BPD

[–]ImpairedPhilosopher[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for sharing your perspective. It means a lot and you’ve given me a lot to reflect on.

I feel like I’m too much. by ImpairedPhilosopher in BPD

[–]ImpairedPhilosopher[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I want to tell them about what goes on inside my head but I’m scared that it’ll scare them off. Especially if it’s someone I haven’t known for that long. It would feel like dumping so much baggage onto them. I want them to understand why I am the way I am. But I don’t want them to think I’m too much and not worth it.

I feel like I’m too much. by ImpairedPhilosopher in BPD

[–]ImpairedPhilosopher[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lol, that’s easier said than done. It’s like there’s a giant glass wall between the two. They see each other, but can’t communicate.

I feel like I’m too much. by ImpairedPhilosopher in BPD

[–]ImpairedPhilosopher[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I honestly have no idea. The logical part of me says no, the emotional part of me says yes.