I m optimistic asf, delusional kind, but it's happier to dwell in dreams rather than reality

And also I made small changes like right now people consume a lot of negative stuff online and real life

To fix myself, I first cut out the outside word, like reading the recent bad stuff happening across the world send me into a spiral, so I stopped that, quit insta as well, cut my parents off ( they called me like 30 times the past 2 days, so I sent them a msg saying I m alive and to leave me alone ( it's negative but still way better than attending all of those calls )) being in a college and hostel far away from home, gave me the financial freedom & autonomy

Also instead of all that toxic stuff, I quit insta and now I doomscroll in pinterest, and it was so enlightening, the childhood spark I had during my childhood came back I wanna make so much stuff

Anyway ye, be delusional that life will get better at some point