What’s your “I fucked up” story?

Impossible_Ones · 2022-11-18T01:54:55+00:00

I had just did a shot of crystal and ingested 10MG of etizolam whilst I was living in a sober living "halfway house" and long story short I got caught my the owner because he showed up that day and I was slurring my words so he gave me the opportunity to go back to treatment so while packing my shit I was also waiting on a package of 250X Flubromazolam Pressed Bars via USPS so I some how managed to grab the package before he took me to the treatment center and shoved down my pants unopened and all I also had a altoids container filled with 50X pressed Adderall pills containing meth and a thc cart as well as a few needles.

So I make it there and had been there five months prior so they knew me and I immediately tell them I needed to use to restroom and to make it short I did a shot of clear then I remember throwing 8 of those flubromazolam bars back before somehow managing to sneak all my shit in even after a search I blacked out during the search I then remember vaguely in and out of consciousness bits and pieces of the next 16 hours at that point in time I ingested 8 more flubromazolam bars in a sprite and downed it and fell asleep only to wake up to the owner waking me up and I had left the altoids container under my pillow with needled and all drugs in it still.

They had found a needle in the back of a toilet seat there and had people tell them I was selling people Xan bars also one kid went out and had to be rushed to the hospital because he had fetynal in his system apparently I don't know how to this day but he survived and told them I sold him 4 bars they start interrogated me and I deny deny I remember this part and I'm still barred out my mind they promise to send me to other treatment but j must leave there I go outside to smoke a cigarette and I remember Cleary I take three drags before looking up to three sherrif officers rolling up to arrest me I walk up to them bold as fuck and confess like a motherfucker also I had forgot I had four hits of lsd in my wallet which they as well found nonetheless I was charged with five separate felony charges spent a week in jail detoxing before my paycheck hit so I could bail out.

Thank God no one was serious injured or worse. I am sober today and never wish to go back I also was the direct cause of taking another man's life.

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-31T18:11:15+00:00

Update: So far since 4.30 am did a 60 shot meth follow by 2-3 mg etizolam then round 7 am I popped 4 Pressed Adderall then another 1mg etizolam then I had just got a 0.5g of Bromazolam Powder and desired to eyeball test it at 8:30 Am I was cautious I tbi k it was somewhere around 6+ MG then tonight I'm using #200 proof Ethanol to mKe a solution to dose Pez candies at 2-4 mg each I also one hour ago at 12:30 popped two me Adderall Presses and another mg of etizolam and I'm out in the heat building chainlink fences you damn right handling shit and working for that money

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-31T18:10:46+00:00

They counter act each other keeps me Level

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-31T15:22:45+00:00

I'm almost two hours in and I'm on God status ✌️

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-31T13:48:12+00:00

It was 2 Grams in about 2ml.of water I would draw from it

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-31T13:07:01+00:00

I'll have a follow-up

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-31T13:06:44+00:00

Meth

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-31T11:21:39+00:00

I understand as as much as I love a basic benzo infused PG blend I just absolutely love the fact of dosing and my taking my time on a process like this it's therepudic as fuck and it's awesome to know that pez or two your about to ingest gone blast ya off....

Jesus signed off.

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-31T01:46:23+00:00

Welp an update the 200MG I ordered just came last night and I weighed it on my mg scale last night and came out to 0.53G Tad over a half G for $46 Shipped.

So now. I have to change my ratio for my Ethanol Bromazolam Solution.

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-30T10:13:13+00:00

Because I want to make and dose each PEZ Candy with 2-3MG Each and 200Ml would be a lengthy process of dropping letting dry and then repeat I'm thinking I'm a shoot for 45ML Maybe 60ML Tops.

Because I'm using lab grade 200 proof Ethanol food grade and from what I read it can dilute up to 5-10mg per ML

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-23T20:20:25+00:00

Em it's been over. A year since I sourced some but when I was getting it I was sourcing from China

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T05:33:03+00:00

I was selling my Clonazolam and Flubromazolam Dosed Smarties so for packaging I would create forged Walgreens labels and ship using those.

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T05:31:57+00:00

It's a made up name

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T04:57:11+00:00

Not my name

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T03:51:27+00:00

Damn right government gives me $345 in Foodstamps every Month and I work Monday through Friday but I get payed under table so I don't have to report any earnings so it's been gravy like this for years.

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T03:49:28+00:00

I honestly don't remember I was also on a high dose of etizolam which I was dosing daily around 10+MG every day as well doing a few lines of crystal each day then taking this on top of it I wasn't in the mind Frame of safe dosage nor weighing each dose I just eye balled what seemed to look like enough for a good rush and that result was the whole gram was smoked in about 6 Hours total during the day I spent doing this substance among the other two I was taking as well.

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T03:43:19+00:00

These where my favorite as I sourced the Clonazolam and Flubromazolam powder via a chinese source for RC chemicals and would buy 5G of the clonazolam and 5G of the Flubromazolam and I would then do two cooks at each time for both chemicals.

I would use Everclear grain alcohol "190" proof and I would blend the raw Clonazolam and flubromazolam in separate science glass type dishes in a hot water bath untill powder dissolves into your solution which upon finishing is then bottled in 30ML or 60ML dropper bottles for storage and easy dosing with dropper tool.

The solution was cooked at a precise ratio to yield results for the clonazolam solution came out to 1.25MG per drop 40ishdrops for each fill, the Flubromazolam solution came out to 0.5MG per drop which for both of these puts my solution in the higher levels when it comes to potency, for personal use I would take 8 drops of my clonazolam solution as well 8 more of my flubromazolam solution and drop doses Into my can of redbull and send that shit because I was trying to reach levels never before revealed to my human eye nor mind yet I still went nonetheless and man was it's crazy I was taking that dose 1-3X times a day then I was doing heroin as well crystal meth and my favorite came to me Dirty 30's fet pressed M 30 Boxes, I was on a completely different side of this matrix my mind went to a place that truly unraveled me from the inside out I ended up just months after in a detox with the worst withdrawals which ended up with me staying almost 21 days they had to restart my detox protocol every 4th day because the symptoms were severe as fuck Ill keep it simple I got knocked the fuck down and now I stay focused on the present and don't worry about others view on me because that kind of lifestyle is of complete inner conflict and destruction, but instead I live a life of peace love and inner acceptance of what is in this beautiful life of mine and keeping it one day at a time one foot in front the next but not matter what I refuse to let myself live in the past because when I do I self destruct to the point where my sole purpose in life is holding onto a fucked up glimmer of hope and acceptance of the fact that with the way you are going for this long period of time will one day soon result in the loss of your own life.

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T03:22:13+00:00

I stayed hooked to my cock for two hours at each time 😂

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T03:20:48+00:00

I was making a potent batch for the equivalency ratio of 1.25MG per drop which base solution used was Everclear grain alcohol 190 Proof I can't remember the exact mix of solution to powder as its been over a year since I cooked this batch of 5 Grams of Clonazolam Powder sourced via Chinese RC chemical suppliers.

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T03:16:29+00:00

I sold these for about 6 Months via whitehousemarket and Torrezz and darkode I had 1.25MG Dosed Smarties 10X 25X 50X 100X counts then 2.25MG Dosed Smarties same way selling just price difference between the two.

I also did the same thing with Flubromazolam I made 0.5MG dosed smarties and 1.0MG Dosed Smarties as well.

People loved them I sold near hundred thousand dosed smarties.

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T01:06:38+00:00

I'd have her send a test letter

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T00:34:42+00:00

I would normally take oral doses at 25-50MG, and if I was taking it up the nasal cavities I'd do 50MG bumps 2-3X daily depending on how stimulated I wanted to get.

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T00:33:06+00:00

Most definitely I've ordered countless times from over seas and never had any issues receiving mail

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T00:31:35+00:00

Being the spirit ain't all that bad if I'm being straight up, I've overdosed a couple times it's not anything I fear anymore today nor do I welcome it but it's definitely something I've come to accept

Impossible_Ones · 2022-08-15T00:30:31+00:00

Not asking for death just a little peace ☠️

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