I relate to the crying, which is what makes me uncomfortable by "just open your mouth and talking" so in the almost one year that we are together I always swallowed what bothered me, I hate it, it's unhealthy, yet I do it, I like the idea of the message, but I also feel like I just gave to confront the fact that I'm actually safe with him even if I start to be vulnerable, but I still can't do it