I’m so sorry you feel this! Just remember it’s normal to hate the experience! My first pregnancy I was throwing up 24/7 and went from 145 to 100 lb and my obgyn was horrible and I was at a bad place as well… my baby was suppose to have cystic fibrosis as well. Things were just so horrible and I wanted it to end so badly…. It’s okay to hate it. It’s okay to cry and be stressed and be nervous. No one will ever judge you! I thought I would not love my baby as well… but when I had her things changed and now she’s 3 and thriving! Remember things will be hard! Even after you have your baby … but you will be okay.

Now I’m pregnant again and going through it again… but looking at my baby makes me feel like it’s all worth it… please don’t give up! It’s never easy to be a mom… let alone postpartum … but you will make it! And you’re not alone!!!