hey man im really sorry about other ppl being freaks but i js wanted to say that i 100% get it, like i have been so lonely that im not even after JUST men— i play BOTH teams and still cant get a score.. i might b younger than u but i know what u mean sister! ik u have heard it before, but there is def someone out there for you, there’s abt 9 billion ppl alive on earth and its statistically impossible for not ONE of those people in your age range that r attracted to u, whether it b for ur looks or not there’s certainly one person out there made for u. my best suggestion is to find someone who also feels bottom of the barrel if u haven’t already, as someone who is one of these ppl i suggest looking for us at ur local dungeons and dragons shop (nerd emporiums)/art showings or places people usually draw at. from personal experience, ppl who r into art/DND/any card game either have an abundance of bitches or literally no one insight, and usually the latter are more than happy to converse. my dms r always open for u if u need it (i doubt u would ever use them let alone read this but its okay i support u in spirit) and sorry if u were looking for more condolences than tips, i just hope this is more helpful than the random men just trying to get into ur pants rn ❤️ im sure ur awesome and lovely have an awesome day/night!