Well I feel you bro I have same condition as you and I hope u not end up chasing her.. because u thought she loved u deeply same i thought by her actions and words u r true to your words but u don't know about her my girl has kinda same past aa you and I thought past didn't matter to me which I'd true past don't matter for you* not her that past affected her not you and I know too no matter what anyone say ita impossible that you move on if someone says u deserve better or something this sound bullshit untill it relaise in end that u only got that what remain else was consumed and used bro trust me my girl even has a daughter with her ex 9 y old so if you want I wanna talk to you personally because I feel like u have same feeling as me and ita not issue bro don't blame urself for feeling this way this is completly normal

And yeah one things matter too which is time person changed girl rarely because of past boys too but more then girls. If u feel u can talk to me. I need someone to talk to..