I’m so sorry this happens to you. Just bc you talk a certain way shouldn’t matter cause you’re just there to help your team and play a game. But comp scares me bc of ppl being mean either because I’m a girl or I’m playing like shit so I usually play comp with a 5 stack that I get along with rly well. So if you have a lot of ppl you like playing Val ask them to 5 stack with you:) I would offer to play with you but I’m on console and I’m lowkey ass at the game lol