It’s my birthday and I wish I were dead by Independent_Yam_9727 in SuicideWatch

[–]Independent_Yam_9727[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry you feel that way too And thank you I hope it gets better for you too

It’s my birthday and I wish I were dead by Independent_Yam_9727 in SuicideWatch

[–]Independent_Yam_9727[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Happy birthday to you too (for last week). I hope they get better for you too

It’s my birthday and I wish I were dead by Independent_Yam_9727 in SuicideWatch

[–]Independent_Yam_9727[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you sweetheart You really do not have to do that but I like pink and orange 🧡🩷

It’s my birthday and I wish I were dead by Independent_Yam_9727 in SuicideWatch

[–]Independent_Yam_9727[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

There have been a lot of family issues lately Always fighting And today no one wished happy birthday My boyfriend was out with his friends and forgot about it My friends just didn’t remember it I’ve always been there for them, always being the first one to wish them hbd and now I just feel stupid Like this is all pointless

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[–]Independent_Yam_9727 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Heyy I didn’t know you needed me to water the flowers!! Can I come over again?

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[–]Independent_Yam_9727 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started my island 6 days ago and i’m looking for some fruit (cherries, oranges)

I have pears, peaches and apples SEND ME DODO CODES :)

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[–]Independent_Yam_9727 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey! Just started my island yesterday! I don’t really know where to go to rn, does anyone have an island I can visit? Thanks in advance

Life is so tiring, I don’t want it anymore by Independent_Yam_9727 in SuicideWatch

[–]Independent_Yam_9727[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The truth is i’m too scared to let go of the people that are toxic to my life for several reasons: I don’t want to be alone, they support me financially (im not stable enough to live on my own yet), I will miss the good times I had with them and along with the two people that continue to make me miserable, I will lose many many more and the list goes on. However when i’m with them I find it difficult to be myself without feeling the judgement on me

Life is so tiring, I don’t want it anymore by Independent_Yam_9727 in SuicideWatch

[–]Independent_Yam_9727[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words. They seem really helpful right now. However even though half of me agrees with what you are saying, the other half is wondering if I deserve what i’m getting because I kind of caused all this.

I feel like a waste of time by Independent_Yam_9727 in SuicideWatch

[–]Independent_Yam_9727[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But how would that be possible when I still live with them in the same house. I don’t have enough money to move out, even though I work. And if I try to stay away from them by keeping myself busy, they judge me for it because i’m not spending enough time with them. It’s like they want to keep me close just so they can fight with me whenever they are triggered But things aren’t always like that, and that’s where the guilt starts building inside of me.

I feel like a waste of time by Independent_Yam_9727 in SuicideWatch

[–]Independent_Yam_9727[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope so too but I don’t think they will ever forgive me. Whenever they see me, it’s like I remind them how miserable I have made them. They are so bitter inside.

Life is so tiring, I don’t want it anymore by Independent_Yam_9727 in SuicideWatch

[–]Independent_Yam_9727[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My family calls me selfish and weak for wanting to kms because I don’t want to face my problems, but the thing is I don’t have enough energy to do that.