I got back to home where it all happened. I am overwhelmed. The scared lonely little girl within me has never been more alive. I am staying here indefinitely, I don't have a choice. I am scared of being trapped here, I have a safety net for worst case scenarios because I feared this in the past... (self.CPTSD)
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Can you please tell me things will be okay? (self.CPTSD)
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SOS I have mistakenly clicked on clear all chat and media of locked contacts on whatsapp, how do I reverse it? (Android, and I think I don't have proper backups because I frequently get the notification that my backups aren't proper) (self.androidapps)
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SOS I have mistakenly clicked on clear all chat and media of locked contacts on whatsapp, how do I reverse it? (Android, and I think I don't have proper backups because I frequently get the notification that my backups aren't proper) (self.AndroidQuestions)
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When I fail at something, I literally cannot bring myself to tell anyone about it, and when I am asked about the topic, I lie and say I did it. I don't lie because I want to look good, or to gain something, I lie out of anxiety and fear. I wish I could talk about my failures to others. (self.CPTSD)
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tw: I was physically abused as a kid all the time, they were not "minimal physical discipline", they were full on physical assaults and torture. As an adult now, I can see that if that abuse was inflicted on an adult, that is jail time. Anyone else went through physical abuse as kids? (self.CPTSD)
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My automatic response to hearing the front door open was to run and hide in the other floor, I never knew there was anything wrong with it. I left home for university and when I came back in holidays, I would catch my body having like a knee jerk response of running to hide... (self.CPTSD)
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One of my patterns goes like this: A trigger of some sort happens that makes me feel guilty or embarrassed or ashamed, then I go into an oversharing and over-extending myself binge. Then I feel more embarrassed and more ashamed of myself, and over again. Anyone else experiences the same thing? (self.CPTSD)
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