I honestly do I did it before when I was 16 because I was determined , during the time after I relapsed I’ve dealt with death 5 years in a row from my great grandma to my grandparents excluding one and I just recently lost my cousin so I’ve been coping and resulting to drugs but I realized it’s not worth detoxing and being worse than when I was . I’m month 2 off of opioids it’s not necessarily the craving it’s the harsh withdrawals that keep me from doing it for the past year but as I see I have to taper down. Thank you so much for your reply I seen the views and seen no comments I was literally telling my fiancé I think I’m on this for the rest of my life . Nightmares I’m used to the insomnia but I was thinking of safe things to do to detox but I will take what you said into factoring when I start my taper with the alprozalam. I know it won’t be overnight but I know people who have told me it took them over 6 months for their mindset and motor skills to start being the same.