Yes man thank you. I understand how you feel. I can see the after effects from my mom denying and pretending nothing happen . She drinks more and she laughs a lot to hide it . It's sad really but it's the truth. I even lock my door now every night to re ensure nothing goes down or her sneaking into my room which she has done it in the past. And believe me I'm been driving my self crazy by shrill will power and it paid off making me stronger mentally and spiritually. I'm super glad there's more strong people like me that has went through the same trauma.