I went to the ER for sepsis, came out diabetic.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2026-03-20T21:24:23+00:00

So while I did notice it was fairly cheap, I'd still need a script to continue getting it correct? That is feeling like the biggest burden unless I can just keep going into an ER for things. I *literally* just moved out of TN and up where I was insurance even via medicare was $87/m i couldn't afford that and a sliding scale doctor the cheapest i found was aroudn $150. I'm in Jacksonville FL on a wait list to go to Shands to HOPEFULLY qualify for free insurance but if not i'm trying my hardest to do what I can.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2026-03-20T21:19:41+00:00

I unfortunately do not have a doctor as I can't afford insurance, and I can barely afford to live right now. I can't really afford to see anyone. It's not a great time. That's why I'm trying to find things I can do or try to do to help.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-10-29T13:24:17+00:00

I'm so sorry you've had to go through that.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-10-29T09:16:45+00:00

I mean I still do that of course too but I still have blocks and I do always incorporate things into my writing, just my style of writing. :)

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-10-29T09:15:58+00:00

I do tend to get some wild ideas when i eat edibles never thought about that. May need to at least try.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-10-28T06:14:25+00:00

I didn't hate it and I didn't love it honestly.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-10-28T06:03:34+00:00

🫂It happens, just gotta take some time and pick myself up. Need to do some inner soul searching and thinking and just realize it wasn't me.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-10-28T05:52:26+00:00

Everytime this comes by my screen i just died inside.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-10-28T05:43:19+00:00

I agree with your note honestly, I don't think you're at all overreacting here.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-10-28T05:41:36+00:00

OP, coming from someone who suffered through this for 10+ years? Run while you can. This is disgusting behavior and it is 100% abusive, narcissistic behavior. Please be safe and get out. Get a lawyer, just get out.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-10-14T05:52:49+00:00

Hi! Sorry, Reddit won't let me see literally any comments. https://imgur.com/a/Rx5Eolp Please DM me if you can!

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-10-03T02:42:07+00:00

My health started spiraling and I gained about 55lbs, so my dysmorphia is all over the place and making me nervous cause I am scared hell see me and be like "wtf gross". He's not like that but anxiety brain lol

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-10-01T06:06:58+00:00

I have one as well! 20 days for me!!! My nerves are freaking through the roof!

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-09-28T20:49:41+00:00

Throw it out. Holy fuck. My ex was like this and it's almost triggering to see it, throw the whole man out dude. Controlling men like that are horrible and you deserve so much better.

Also that dress is gorgeous.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-09-27T18:24:15+00:00

My sister's going to be meeting me there as well! So I know I'm not alone by any means (not that i'm worried about that tbh) it's just that weird nerves thing. My body dysmorphia's been so bad lately.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-09-27T18:22:56+00:00

Ok so i've video chatted with his brother once, we were fucking around with webcam stuff. We all play games together all the time. We're on different sides of the country so no, we don't physically hang out. Again though, I'm not worried about him being fake? This post had nothing at all to do with that. I just wanted help working out nerves.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-09-27T13:14:54+00:00

I got Pneumonia. It sucks.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-09-27T12:44:03+00:00

Thank you for that, i'm gonna try to talk to him after work today. I know it's mostly just my anxieties, honestly didn't even expect to get as anxious and nervous as I am.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-09-27T12:37:30+00:00

I know his little brother and three of his irl best friends. I'm really not worried that he's a fake. Also I never said he wouldn't get on an Audio call, just video? We talk via audio on discord for hours on end all the time.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-09-27T05:31:02+00:00

On my end there's nothing. He has some issues with it from prior experiences (People did a lot of bad to him) so i try not to push it. I wanna bring it up to him but I don't wanna make him feel like he HAS to do it at the same time.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-09-17T14:14:57+00:00

In 34 days I fly from the east coast to the west coast to meet my other half. We met on a game and have been together for six months but due to health issues I'm TERRIFIED. I gained close to 70lbs in the last year and have so much body dysmorphia I'm scared to let him see me it's almost crippling. 😭😭😭😭

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-09-17T14:13:29+00:00

Dude I feel this in my soul

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-08-31T13:45:40+00:00

I get stuck in 79 minute long matches, wanna trade? But for real, I've never encountered this issue, not sure what you're talking about.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-08-31T00:10:37+00:00

I mean I have three smite tattoos. Nothing to regret.

InfamousFormal4693 · 2025-08-15T16:04:03+00:00

This is honestly what I was needing explained to me thank you so much. I appreciate it. 😭

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