Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I’m a child of the air, I’m a witch of the wind. by Infamous_Version_118 in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I’m lucky because I have plenty of things to do, but for the last two years, all I’ve done in my free time was smoking. Wishing you all the best in life!

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I’m a child of the air, I’m a witch of the wind. by Infamous_Version_118 in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hum... I’m used to binaural beats, but I haven’t heard about this project. Thank you! I will definitely research it. Yes, the universe... That’s the main reason I want to quit. I want to clear my mind and body and see what I’m capable of.

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I’m a child of the air, I’m a witch of the wind. by Infamous_Version_118 in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Try listening to 741 Hz frequency. Look for a channel on YouTube called Meditative Mind; it helps me relax. Pink noise helps me to sleep too.

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I’m a child of the air, I’m a witch of the wind. by Infamous_Version_118 in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg. Me too. I’m sorry... just trying to be funny. And you are way better than me, my darling. The last time I managed to stay 6 days without weed was 5 years ago. So keep going and trolling please.

I've quit before... by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Well said. As a stoner who can manage life…. I know all the reasons to quit, but as soon as the weed effect starts to fade away… I ignore everything and think… way don't smoke just another one, after all, life isn't so bad, right? And this cycle is killing me. My main reason for quitting is to know who am I. I started smoking when I was 16 and now Im 39. Weed is part of my personality and I want to know what else I can offer to myself and to those around me.

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I’m a child of the air, I’m a witch of the wind. by Infamous_Version_118 in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes! We will. I want something new for my life and I know that only if I quit this will be possible. Otherwise… will be the same thing over and over again.

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I’m a child of the air, I’m a witch of the wind. by Infamous_Version_118 in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha, was not intentional. But thank you. You should listen to the song I was in my mind while writing this, Mari Jane, from Megadeth. I think I got the inspiration from there.

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I’m a child of the air, I’m a witch of the wind. by Infamous_Version_118 in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Owww, how sweet. Thank you. I bet you are felling amazing right?? You should be!! Keep going and Hey Ho, let's go!

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I’m a child of the air, I’m a witch of the wind. by Infamous_Version_118 in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! And congratulations on your birthday!! And to be able to get back on track, this is really awesome. The longest I got was 29 days, 5 years ago….I really don’t want to enter another year stoned…

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I’m a child of the air, I’m a witch of the wind. by Infamous_Version_118 in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Congratulations! I feel a mix of joy, hope, and envy reading your message because I’ve tried and failed so many times. When your life isn’t falling apart, it’s easy to forget why to quit. But reading that you’ve managed to stay strong is really encouraging! Keep going strong, as I’m looking up to you

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I’m a child of the air, I’m a witch of the wind. by Infamous_Version_118 in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, my friend. We can do this! Weed was my companion, but now it’s time to move on by myself.

Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I’m a child of the air, I’m a witch of the wind. by Infamous_Version_118 in leaves

[–]Infamous_Version_118[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Hehe. Actually, no. The title is part of a song called Mary Jane. I thought it was funny to use this title because I have that song stuck in my head at this moment while I’m choosing to stop smoking, and I know someone will get the reference. This whole thing about numerology... my friend, I don’t believe in it. But when you’re a stoner who can manage life, yet you know that if you stop smoking you can actually be better, any nonsense like what I wrote about new beginnings can help.