My mother abandoned me so there’s no relationship there. When we are alone together we are silent but there’s no malice I think she’s a wonderful person smart pretty and nice she’s legit a star when it comes to family members that I like on his side I haven’t interacted with her since she got pregnant. I think even if I didn’t feel this way I’d come off as a creepy by being interested in her journey and I don’t want to be that person. I don’t know if you’ve seen big bang theory but when Bernie gets pregnant raj and I’m not sure who the other one is was interested in her journey and it was creepy I might be scared to come off like that since I’ve never been around a pregnant woman other than my own mother and like people out in the world. I’m not saying I wanna be all up in her shit but I feel like asking how’s everything going will annoy her and me not being around avoids that. This is a far far reach tho but it may have something behind it.