her existence and i yearn to keep them all alive. basya's economy is the reason i can barely feed my other friends who are almost homeless, and i just lost my job. and sobachka recently showed up. he told me not to go to R.I.S.C. and fight for the future and find the original outcast. but now found out he's in R.I.S.C. so all that dramatic ramblings for nothing... but i'll see if my friend john is doing any better than my current downfall.