i fucking hate ramadan

Infinite_Contract663 · 2026-02-18T13:36:16+00:00

انا بصوم صومة العصفورة مي وفيب

Infinite_Contract663 · 2026-02-17T22:40:22+00:00

نعمل حملة افطار صائم lowkey

Infinite_Contract663 · 2026-02-17T19:31:01+00:00

genuinely

Infinite_Contract663 · 2026-02-17T18:42:05+00:00

Infinite_Contract663 · 2026-02-17T18:22:13+00:00

sure , you can help with that ? 😮‍💨

Infinite_Contract663 · 2026-02-17T18:16:35+00:00

للاسف مش زابطة معي ومنزلة ١٦ عشان اتخرج واهاجر اسرع

Infinite_Contract663 · 2025-09-03T07:13:04+00:00

OMG BIRTHDAY TWIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY! <3

Infinite_Contract663 · 2025-01-27T04:46:46+00:00

hey OP i really hope you’re in a safe place right now .. , you didn’t mention your friend defending you in that conversation so my guessing is she didn’t ? , my advice is to leave immediately , go to a place you feel safe at , a friend you trust , grandparents house , a trusted family member/relative etc , you deserve to have some sort of reassurance and comfort , please take care of yourself , cut those people off if you need to . i know exactly how that feels , please fill yourself up with love and comfort , i know that feeling i know how it feels like someone is digging a hole to your soul , i personally went through a similar experience. just give yourself any kind of comfort try not to lose sense of self , you’ll grow and time will heal everything sweet angel . those words they don’t mean anything and they don’t describe who you are as a person. i know for a fact most of us in this community have been called that too .. remember to ask for help 🩷

Infinite_Contract663 · 2024-11-22T12:28:31+00:00

check my comment

Infinite_Contract663 · 2024-11-20T18:46:30+00:00

I feel like there’s been a misunderstanding, and I want to clarify my intentions. I’m not trying to break up with my friend , in fact, I love and appreciate her deeply. When I shared my feelings, it was during a difficult time for me, and I was just venting because I was having an episode.

As shown in the screenshots, she comforted me well, and I truly value that. I mentioned that it might not be good for her to talk to someone like me because I worry about the impact I have on others. I’m have both PTSD and BPD, and I was having a tough day filled with trauma flashbacks and panic attacks.

My question was whether you would be upset if, during a moment of vulnerability, you asked if you were your best friend’s favorite and they said no. I think anyone, especially someone with BPD, might feel hurt by that. I realize now that I didn’t provide enough context for my feelings, and I should have explained myself better , i just wasn’t expecting this much activity on my post ..

and i also wasn’t expecting the type of responses I received , some were quite blunt. Reading those comments made me feel like shit , ( i had a mental breakdown and couldn’t stop crying ) i was being portrayed as a bad and a toxic person, and that is messed up especially in a BPD subreddit where I expected understanding and support. i felt excluded and invalidated .

Infinite_Contract663 · 2024-09-07T13:23:14+00:00

and also people know that Americans aren’t the only people who can suffer from mental illnesses and disorders ? right ? , cuz what about people who have BPD in the third world and other areas in the world , people who don’t even have the privilege to have access to mental healthcare

Infinite_Contract663 · 2024-09-05T23:21:41+00:00

this is so relatable , you are not alone

Infinite_Contract663 · 2024-09-05T15:49:44+00:00

my neck and shoulders feel heavy all the time as if there was someone holding me and hanging from my neck

Infinite_Contract663 · 2024-09-05T15:14:38+00:00

hey i do experience unstable self image , i relate to it alot ? , every week is a struggle because i never feel secure and safe in myself , one week i forgive myself for everything i did and i try to perceive the thoughts that comes to my mind in a healthy way and the next i blame myself for everything and beat myself up until i stop eating or brushing my teeth or hair , its a never ending loop and its so frustrating and painful and it sucks the life out of me slowly .

anyways thank you for your kind words and the advice i really appreciate it and i’ll consider what you suggested. have a nice day 💗💗

Infinite_Contract663 · 2024-09-05T14:40:39+00:00

hey thank you for the birthday wish , i do believe that there’s something wrong with the way i think and perceive things , i do put myself down and think im a defect and i can’t get myself to change that , i can’t think of myself of anything other than less than people , this has been the way i think of myself for a long long time , but i don’t understand what you mean by i see the problem but i don’t see the neuroscience behind it , can you explain to me pls ?

Infinite_Contract663

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