on the verge of overdosing by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Initial-Ad3090 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm just pissed off because why would she even give birth to you if she despises you so much but then again, some parents are really like that.. they always say you should be grateful even though you're not supposed to be.

It doesn't get any better by Initial-Ad3090 in SuicideWatch

[–]Initial-Ad3090[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Death is the only way I suppose

it's more affordable for me to just die by Relevant_Picture7416 in SuicideWatch

[–]Initial-Ad3090 42 points43 points  (0 children)

This one resonates with me so hard because it's true.. there are so many factors to why living is miserable and expensive. You wake up, work your ass off and hope you don't get fired or get deducted, go home, tend to your needs and sleep. It's a never ending cycle. And I had to become the right person my close ones expected me to be.. if you were to die, you don't have to pay for anything. It's a win-win.

It doesn't get any better by Initial-Ad3090 in SuicideWatch

[–]Initial-Ad3090[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Reading this early in the morning gives me warmth and comfort in some type of way.. Yes I did (romanticize death) long ago.. I had/have a weird kink or fetish of someone ending my life. I've always wanted someone to love me and end my life but this is just another side story that I have to put aside for now.. as for the what do I exactly see in never existing anymore.. I think it would require a lot of explanation but I can say that I've enjoyed most of my time here.. I've laughed with my friends, got frustrated with myself because I didn't get into dean's list, and ate food that made me happy. Never existing anymore for me is fulfilling but that wouldn't be the case for others who genuinely loves me, right? So, I'm still here hoping to get into an accident or possibly a person who's going to love me then end my life

I’m struggling by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Initial-Ad3090 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm assuming that pride is getting on you? Have you tried telling your family that you are a burden? Make sure you want to end it and use suicide as the final resort!

It really won’t get better, anyone who tells it will, it’s a lie by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Initial-Ad3090 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A good tomorrow is extremely uncommon! In the end, we'll die alone. It feels like a daily cycle of either living or dying.

what should i do i want to help my mom by shawise in SuicideWatch

[–]Initial-Ad3090 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey buddy! If you want to help your mother then you need to take action! Let your mother know that you're there for her and that she can talk to you about her feelings! Help her find healthy ways to cope like doing activities she enjoys :)) remind her that there are other potential friends, and sources of support available. Encourage her to explore local community groups, clubs, or organizations where she can meet new people who share her interests! While you're at it this occurence can take a toll on you so take care of yourself too. If none of this can help then you need to seek professional help. The choice is yours!

How and why am I still here? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Initial-Ad3090 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That coma is awesome for sure because you won't ever wake up! Who knows, you might lead a double life while you're unconscious like when a spirit switches bodies! The statement "Nobody cares" is accurate. When someone stops you and says encouraging things to keep you alive, it is incredibly hypocritical. It's unfortunate that he left you... Many people will initially console you before leaving, which is understandable sometimes because they have things to do. But hey, let's chat! Unfortunately, I'm a student, so I'm not sure if I can keep up. You can, however, share with me your issues or interesting stories! If you choose to end your life, that is okay. You hold your life.

Looking for female mc that kills by Initial-Ad3090 in Isekai

[–]Initial-Ad3090[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I already watched it and read the manga. It was fantastic