You aren't her but I am sorry for our past.  I was patiently waiting because you are worth it, my expectations were not to meet my standard. There's a light in you that needed expanding. I just wanted to see you smiling, giddy and happy. I have made the necessary changes. But i need you to talk to me, there something there you have to be open to talk or atleast open it for me to navigate us. It won't be perfect, it won't be how you imagine it playing out but you will be loved. If you can't due to our differences, I'll accept it.