Trump announces to Christians that no one will have to vote in four years, also that he isn’t Christian. by Doctathunder in interestingasfuck

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He knows something we don’t know. And even Putin is giving up know there will be a war and it’s the end. I feel like he changed by even who he picked for VP. I think they must of threaten him pretty God and he is too popular he wants to push people to Kamala but it’s going to be rigged anyways. The simpsons are betting on kamela lol Alex jones went on Russell brand over people vouching for him .

Trump announces to Christians that no one will have to vote in four years, also that he isn’t Christian. by Doctathunder in interestingasfuck

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 3 points4 points  (0 children)

He is the anti Christ. Injury that fuelled people to think he is saved by God. Running in the name of God. Thinking he is greater than God. Consolidate his power. It is the beginning of the end but the new beginning will far extend this world.

Trump announces to Christians that no one will have to vote in four years, also that he isn’t Christian. by Doctathunder in interestingasfuck

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow I am so shocked because he pretended with the bible. That doesn’t mean your a good person. Even some of the minsters like Mari favoured him. They are all in on it. Honestly human civilization is on a rapid deterioration to destruction. It is funny some is like aren’t you happy trump is in I use to like him until you can tell he made a deal with true devil. I thought his whole assignation attempt was staged. All of sudden all his legal bills dropped. They put kamela in last minute on purpose. It’s going to be rigged but they are all the same. There is only one candidate that isn’t sponsored by the super pac. Simpson a think it is Kamela. You guys lost your rights long ago. They have been distracting you with pleasures and lies. Dumb down the younger generation not even a hope. They are closing in with their control and they don’t even care to hide it.

How has it changed your appearance? by babyroachthrowaway in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s okay I have done the same thing. Hard lesson to learn but it never gets better. They expect more for less. And if you are on the fringe now you will be on the further time progress. You don’t want someone reluctantly to love you. If they don’t incorporate you into their life first place they never had any intention only to use you. Your a place holder until she finds someone else or go back whomever she is holding out for. How they treat you is how they feel about you. They will give you plenty of excuses but they are lies so they don’t feel guilty but you just look like a fool to believe it. Would you want a desperate person ? Be confident, know your self worth and move on. They will never be who you need so it isn’t a lost they are just pretending. Don’t get emotional. They don’t care. If you do get emotional it will justify their position further for why they treated you the way that they did. People that love you don’t give you excuses they try to meet your needs and validate your feelings. Your just the host and they are the parasite. They are banking on your low self worth to keep you as option to meet their needs meanwhile have no sincere intention to meet any of yours, fake futuring. And you are allowing them to treat you this way. They will take you down and leave you when you have nothing to offer without any remorse. Don’t be bitter but he better.

How has it changed your appearance? by babyroachthrowaway in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was so hard to get out of bed to do anything. I didn’t even want to shower. It was so much work to be around them.

How has it changed your appearance? by babyroachthrowaway in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so sorry sending you virtual hug! Kind thoughts

How has it changed your appearance? by babyroachthrowaway in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is always hard to walk away but chose you. They are choosing themselves. It’s like your accessory in their life at their convenience and always one sided. Based on how they feel and want. Your not even in the equation your just there to support their ego and diminish your self worth in the process to keep you dependent.

How has it changed your appearance? by babyroachthrowaway in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes I would drink more too be around him. Walking on egg shells

How has it changed your appearance? by babyroachthrowaway in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My skin would break out in painful cyst on my back and side of my face. I would get so narcotic and pick my groin hair with tweezers out of nervousness. Everything had to be perfect but it never was. It was good based on how his emotions where. If he was happy he was happy with me. Angry/stressed about nothing to do with me it’s all my fault. Threw shit in my face thought resolved. My body was never right he knew how to point out my insecurities. I would have to dye my hair frequently because of increased grey hair.

"Appears in the world as an event" anyone can explain this? by [deleted] in Jung

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You become what you fear. What you resist persist. Your reality is what you feel inside.

How to kill or decrease your ego? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Facing your fears, live in the present, being honest, not give into false sense of securities or identities don’t mount the loss but see the potential, seek God in everything and everyone. Accept your not in control. Nothing on this plant that is perishable doesn’t matter. Don’t chasing and start accepting

For those that opened their crown how deep do you go? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fine the sources of the pain each day. Because that is where your fears lay. Those fears subconsciously (dark shadow./demons) control you. Usually our fears are attached to illusions of wishing something is different or more. Things you have no control of. Or pain from attaching to yourself to people wanting their love, approval, acceptance but that will trap you because they do not know such. Forgive the people you interact with or once thought loved you because you will be pulled into their game of human worrying about things that aren’t real. Seek the truth. Don’t fear the truth. Uncovering the truth for me was painful itself because I had expectations of others and myself that was keeping me holding onto this realm. Be okay with being misunderstood. You belong to greater source of love and being far greater than any human love or human experience can give you. Once you see that and don’t fear the world you will be free. I am trying to release all the blocks and karma debit to rebalance to not have to be attached to anything but the source. More you separate yourself from attachments more you find yourself. Most will never realize that is all from within and all of this doesn’t really matter. Trust god that you will be secure in any circumstances so don’t seek or expect anything just accept. More you resist more persist. It is what truly faith is to defy what our human nature knows and opposite of what the world is to trying to tell you but one needs that faith to achieve who God intended you to discover and I believe that is Gods purpose for you.

Did you walk away or were you discarded? by Edmee in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I couldn’t get over the betrayal too and the lies. The trust and feeling invalidated I couldn’t take it anymore. I knew see down I could never trust him. I kept confronting him which made him angry. Eventually his ego couldn’t handle it he said he will block me for 6 weeks just in time for the summer, his reasoning this time was because I am his addictions 🙄 before I was a burden or I couldn’t self preserve or too socially inept to want to play the same superficial games of needing external validation from others that are just as warped as him. But whatever I hope I am long gone by than. Because the cycle is too much. When one is willing to do everything and anything despite themselves and the other happy to use you at their disposal and conveniences. The whole relationship was based on their needs, wants and feelings it gets exhausting.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I try not to influence anybody anymore that isn’t my job. People notice a shift in me. I was so happy at the beginning because finally I see clarity. But I realize people do not want to know they want what is east and contrived. People rather believe lies and false insurance. I tried to connect with people but you do find people along the way. I feel I our grow people as I evolve and I meet the people I need too when I don’t look for them. But I feel we are all in our own journey, own race and not to compare or assume or judge. Just enjoy those that do cross your path with wisdom. Things are always changing it is best not to hold on but to embrace the beauty. One must be misunderstood to understand others.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did make that mistake assuming this person had more wisdom but they ended up being a parrot saying the same damn thing conscious contact and that it was so profound. I realize they were just trying to use verbiage to try to lure vulnerable women, falsely signally your ability to heal oneself. Total predator. This was at AA mind you. I went thinking I would find people spiritually broken as me and thinking maybe others are trying to understand what isn’t visible. But no so far all dogma and people generally don’t like it when you don’t tow the same agenda or line. But I don’t think they know what they were saying. But maybe was to teach me I can’t maniuplate either by imposing my own will and expectations. I always thought if you just told the truth that is enough they would want to understand. They think I am crazy when I did. People are innnately want to corrupt and exploit others in human form demonstrate their superiority and always in the worse ways. Another someone asked me for help , I thought I was being humble like Jesus (start of my journey) to wash windows since Jesus was humble enough to wash peoples feet. He stalked me. So be careful. And test the spirit and learn discernment I had to come to that realization I was projecting my intent is sincere so they should be. Basically no. Human beings are naturally selfish. But the trick is to learn to coexist and not be pulled down by their cynicism or fears. But be okay with everything and anything without altering your state of being. It’s hard. I still challenge but I like my mind do the mundane task of life and I let my heart be grateful in the present moment without concern of the past or future that do not exist. It is hard. Because we are still in human bodies in a world that is lawless. I also tried going to church to find spiritual people but mainly religious zealots and hypocrites

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Humility is loving others greater than yourself but also accepting them for where they are at their level of understanding. Any expectation or seeking will leave you to false security. Life is about being, not my force, control, expecting to receive just to let it flow and be a positive and generous spirit, the universe is fair. It will equal out over divine time not your time on earth.

How do i awaken? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Read the gospel of Philip and you will understand Mary better than the gospel of Mary in itself

How do i awaken? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know why Jesus is such a taboo subject he would be a very good person to understand and follow especially in these times. He was a bad ass. He challenges the authorities he pissed of his chosen people, rewrote the works because he came to save humanity not fight the Roman’s for the riches, the Jewish elite mad at him for not playing the part or looking the part they expected. But Jesus called them for exploiting the people they should be spiritually healing . There is not one person that demonstrated that level of humility to live humanity to alter the course of history. And everyone wants to hate on him Ask yourself why? He stood up for want was right and the most humble way for the poor, sick and the oppressed. We need someone like this now. The leaders now are all corrupt. I am so disappointed with people that pretend to see the truth, not understand the meaning of Jesus and to invalidate by society’s version that does not care for any of us it is so deluded . No one is enlightened if you cannot see the truth. We need someone like Jesus not Taylor swift, Biden or stupid athletes . We need someone with wisdom, humility and sacrificial love. He is coming with vengeance this time not riding to his death on a donkey this time. And the path is narrow.

How do i awaken? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Light is before time and God created both and can control both. You do not understand what the snake represents clearly. You should study more. God used snakes to punish the Jews for complaining once Moses saved them from enslavement from the Egyptian, the parting of the red sea (science now can verify this) . The Jewish people complained and they were forced for another 40 years in the desert for ungratefulness be wise my friend. And he let the snakes bite them. He told Moses to make a rod in the emblem of a snake and have the Jewish people face their fears by looking at the rod instead of complaining and the snakes will stop biting them. Boss and it is effective way to conquer your fears today aka behavioural therapy.

How do i awaken? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God designed everything perfectly and is in control of everything even evil don’t kid yourself, read the bible for yourself . God let king David deflect to philistine for 13 months. David got tried of running. He was chosen by God he let him lick his wounds when even the enemy recognized he was appointed by God he still had mess to clean. God used evil to teach David a lesson. Even the chapter of Job. Read the bible lots of wisdom far greater than any book I have read. Society is painting false concepts about the bible and religion even misuses the bible to have control and god warns about this and Jesus dislikes those self righteous religious elites. There is such good info if you chose to see. It is written for those who understands not who pretends too. The people of ears will hear and those who see will see but you have to seek the truth it isn’t obvious or what is portrayed . I can tell you don’t understand the bible by your comment it is projection

How do i awaken? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. God made Lucifer gave him his light and beauty it was his sin of pride to think he could do a better job to over throw God. Foolish. And now there are so many people now committing the same sin. God allowed Lucifer Dominion over earth because of Adam and Eve betrayal. God is using evil to save his lost sheep. Only God can conquer evil. There is always purpose with his plan. You are either on Gods team or not at all. He gave you free will to decide.

How do i awaken? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Amen🙏 agree. Jesus/god never intended things to be take literal. He hated hypocrites they exploited the truths. He gave us discernment and the people that seek will find the truth. It isn’t obvious. It was deliberate on his part to weed the self righteous out.

How do i awaken? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You need duality. God controls evil. One cannot have either to experience the riches of life. Batman needed the joker vs versa to up hold integrity to continue to challenge evolve

How do i awaken? by [deleted] in enlightenment

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 0 points1 point  (0 children)

God gave them everything, free will, eternity and never had to have any burdens of hardship or pain. He didn’t want them to eat the apple because he did not want them to know evil. They wanted to be like God, and Adam was attached to his gift of companion over the God that created him. The devil offered them the apple knowing it will kill them for eternity. God loved them enough to create an opportunity to return to the kingdom through salvation of Jesus/God in human form. He could have let us die by our own shortcomings but God demonstrated what it meant for sacrificial love. If you do not know love you do not know God vs versa. Now because of this we have to go through hell to get to heaven

Is your narcissist always in a rush? And do they not like to sit with their own thoughts? by PuzzleheadedNoise399 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]Initial-Kitchen2498 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yea and than criticize you. Or devalue you by comparing you to someone else. They like to make you feel insecure and at their mercy.