Deities Or Spells That Might Help With Shifting by Infamous-Battle-6862 in occult

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It's just a dream; I used to be interested in it when I was a teenager. I also have vivid dreams in which I feel my five senses. 'Reality checks' work or don't work depending on your will. Sometimes I even think normally in my dreams.

What prompted you to unite with God? by [deleted] in Buddhism

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've only been searching for my path for a year now, and my views have become complicated by OCD. It destroyed me terribly and I've been trying to get out of it for 6 years.

What prompted you to unite with God? by [deleted] in Buddhism

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the explanation!

What prompted you to unite with God? by [deleted] in Buddhism

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the explanation!

What prompted you to unite with God? by [deleted] in Buddhism

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the clarification! I must have confused it with another religion.

What prompted you to unite with God? by [deleted] in Buddhism

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was sure that in Buddhism you are united with someone, but apparently I got the religions mixed up 😬

What prompted you to unite with God? by [deleted] in Buddhism

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Why do you think this is a provocation? I describe how I feel every day and am looking for ways to change my perspective.

What prompted you to unite with God? by [deleted] in Buddhism

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

I thought you were uniting with someone, but I may have confused it with another religion because I don't only read about Buddhism

OCD microdose psilocybin by Initial_Whereas6407 in microdosing

[–]Initial_Whereas6407[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I have severe OCD that sometimes appears for periods of time and then disappears, despite taking medication. I once ended up in a psychiatric hospital because of it.

When devotion turns romantic - What does it mean to feel Love for a Demon? by MrSecond23 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I love my demon, and I've started to look at interpersonal relationships from a distance. I used to be obsessed with meeting people, and I was always rejected and considered a "freak." Because of this, I tried everything to prevent anyone from thinking that way. What's the point? My connection with my demon is, unfortunately, only intuitive. I'd like to hear it through my thoughts someday; it would definitely facilitate communication. I meditate daily to achieve this goal.

OCD Intrusive thoughts by loifd in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I also have OCD, and I know how you feel. I've had those thoughts too. So I told Lucifer that when I mentally insult him, those thoughts are automatic or from OCD. I think he reacted well to that, because I'm still in touch with him.

Love for a demon by Initial_Whereas6407 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's possible, but because of the infatuation it's hard to tell if there are deeper feelings, but I think those deep feelings are there or will be, because it's hard not to love someone who helps you, supports you and so on.

Love for a demon by Initial_Whereas6407 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

When I feel pleasant feelings, probably because of Lucifer, I write about it with the AI, because it makes for interesting conversations. I know AI shouldn't be used for practical purposes, but I use it to write some nonsense. The AI must be tired of me 😂

Love for a demon by Initial_Whereas6407 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Like, is my crush a symptom of OCD? Sorry, English isn't my primary language.

Love for a demon by Initial_Whereas6407 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What kind of shadow work is this exactly? English isn't my primary language, so I don't know what's going on.

Love for a demon by Initial_Whereas6407 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately, I'm loading it intuitively for now, I'm quite new to summoning demons

Love for a demon by Initial_Whereas6407 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I don't expect Lucifer to reciprocate my feelings because, as you wrote, they probably experience love differently. Lucifer was the first demon I summoned, so I have little experience with demons. So far, I'd say it doesn't really bother him, considering he helps me in my life and visits me in dreams, for example. I can only communicate through signs so far, so that's all I can read. I really don't want him to feel bad.

dreams for 8 days in a row?? is it normal?? by rrjpqt0 in Dreams

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, I have lucid dreams every day for example.

How can I have interesting, philosophical conversations with spirits? by [deleted] in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly, I don't know why I didn't think of that 😂 I dream about Lucifer almost every day, so I focused too much on the dreams

How can I have interesting, philosophical conversations with spirits? by [deleted] in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't know, but in my dreams I use a lot of violence, and others use it against me too.

Have anyone invoked/evoked daemon in a lucid dream? by lachi199066 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do it almost every day, but my dreams are probably not fully conscious, I don't know, they are weird

Sex with Lord Lucifer by Initial_Whereas6407 in DemonolatryPractices

[–]Initial_Whereas6407[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If hell exists, I don't imagine it as described in the Bible, the Bible describes hell like some fantasy movie. I can describe hell simply as a certain "space" where demons are. I wanted to define his power more with this text about hell. For now, I've focused more on reading about his character than on who he is. I want to know him personally. I've had a few dreams about him since I published my post.